Isn't anyone trying to find me?

I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know

Let this be our prayer
When we lose our way

Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe

I pray we'll find your light
And hold it in our hearts
When stars go out each night
Eternal light will shine

Let this be our prayer
When we lose our way

Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe

lin xin
11o41992
~~cedar primary~~`cedar girls
volleyball`track-[throws]

MYDREAMS/wishlists-
3 , 5 ,7 TENofus.
some overseas trip that lasts for weeks/months
mission trip to third world countries
a world embraced with hugs, kisses and smiles.
专署天使，（还在等待那个人）
untie the knot and be socialble?(:
just being happy and fufilling the dreams. -
material wants=/
1000piece dolphin jigsaw, a dog, a guitar&violin, a keyboard, ipl, the little pig!
C=D if only i could get them all. hahh-

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Thursday, May 24, 2007

我不需要你的关爱，因为我够坚强。
我不需要你的肯定，因为我有自信。
说我冷淡也好，冷酷也罢，
反正由始至终，我都是冷血的，
心也早已结冰了。
别怪我带着的面具，
因为我只知道自己不能再受伤。
所以不敢太爱你。
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其实无所谓，我学会了化悲愤为力量。
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random: actually, you don't know me at all(：

let this be our prayer

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

maybe sacrifices really have to be made,
with emotions put aside, this time i'm determined,
to make the best out of this opportunity, this season. (:
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18th, mom and i just have so much fun crapping(:
just the bus ride and journey home from piano made me roll on the floor laughing(literally) :P what more can i ask for? <3
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20th. sunday.
met faith to shop, then + edwin for movie, +melo and yanhui for bowling,
-faith for dinner and stargaze at esplanade roof and off to pass melanie her birthday present. :D
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anyway, i enjoyed myself, did you? :D
i'm looking forward to this sunday and 5th june! :D
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ohoh. and people.. add me at lxiano@hotmail.com (:
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actually i've been pretty emotionless:D
but labby, we shan't drift, though i've been a loner lately=/
aww. sorry, let me be. but i still love you anyway(:
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let those who harbour intentions to hurt be condemned,
and the bad shall be ignored.
do i have to explain further about my behaviour lately? (:
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get well soon faithy, mx, melanie and all who's unwell

let this be our prayer

Monday, May 14, 2007

more than life hungry stupidity, is the inability to let go.
i've written some stuffs ofF, i've get my hands ofF some things;
and i've put some people at the back of my head.
i read/i recollected; and i smiled at the past, i teared at the adeus;
i remember the heartbreaks, the silly things mentioned,
and all that were once meant forever.
but baby, i'm looking ahead. (:
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life's greatest opponent-fear.
fear, a word that has a really wide scope
however, it is always darkest before dawn, no?
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i've been at marina square everyweek lately.
i love daddy, i love mommy, i love korkor, i love erkorkor;
because they're really the ones, that has always been there(:
oh i bought a new pair of white and green shoes and my long-awaited shirt! :D
at the expense of korkor((:
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many clashes in the upcoming activities; aww, give me a break):
i will beat the odds as great as they are; 船到桥头自然直吧。
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说真的，我有点累了。

let this be our prayer

Thursday, May 10, 2007

i couldn't blog at home, so here i am, in school(:
have been hanging out at marina square lately,
with machos/ twinnie and nanny! <3>
i'm starting to plan my activities for the upcoming weeks and june hols,
pretty amaze by my packed schedule. hahh.
mother day's coming and i shall do something:D
i love mommy; all of em' especially the biological one! ((:
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i'm really putting alot of effort, even when i feel like falling apart/
i'm gritting my teeth, trying to the very last minute.
多少次泪在眼眶，我用微笑抵挡，告诉自己总会有答案。
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someone said "a mistake can ruin your entire image/reputation"
some people can't seem to let go of the grudge.
however, time and time again, i forgive and forget, trusting again.
也许有的觉得我太天真，但其实生命也可以不那么复杂。
轻易相信你，trusting you mean no harm, 请别让我失望。
也许我心太软，把你的琐碎事看得太重。
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..oh and i stained... for once. HAH=/
mel and faith came too! lol. good friends always have them together, don't they? :D
today's post's much livelier no? hahh.
and i realise 大肚皮姐姐is always by my side when i blog :D
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((((: bahbah; i bought yellow/orange flower. hahh-

let this be our prayer

Thursday, May 03, 2007

凌晨四点，天下起雨了，
窗外刮起风，我与玻璃一样的颤抖着。
在这暴风雨的夜里，感觉好渺小。
好无助，好无奈，好害怕得落泪，
需要你是，你是否还在？
白色的闪电狠狠的割过黑暗的夜空，
留下的也只有灰色的阴影。
我再一次叫着你的名字，哭着入眠了。
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I've got enough to worry,
some things i just can't control;
i'm breaking, i'm falling apart/
return when you want to, i can't speak no more.
勉强没幸福，que sera, sera.
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momentary fatique;
i'm afraid of javelin, afraid of all the injuries,
~!#$@$%^&**() tell me history won't repeat*
and baby, you're not here anyway/
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算了，无所谓，也许我走了，大家会快乐一些。
do you want to hear me say adeus?
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i love teng²,labby,xin²,ra²,faithfy;
they brought me up when you put me down.

let this be our prayer