Isn't anyone trying to find me?

I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know

Let this be our prayer
When we lose our way

Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe

I pray we'll find your light
And hold it in our hearts
When stars go out each night
Eternal light will shine

Let this be our prayer
When we lose our way

Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe

lin xin
11o41992
~~cedar primary~~`cedar girls
volleyball`track-[throws]

MYDREAMS/wishlists-
3 , 5 ,7 TENofus.
some overseas trip that lasts for weeks/months
mission trip to third world countries
a world embraced with hugs, kisses and smiles.
专署天使，（还在等待那个人）
untie the knot and be socialble?(:
just being happy and fufilling the dreams. -
material wants=/
1000piece dolphin jigsaw, a dog, a guitar&violin, a keyboard, ipl, the little pig!
C=D if only i could get them all. hahh-

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Sunday, April 29, 2007

ignorance is bliss; there's so much i wish i didn't know.
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just back from zoo;
animals makes my heart brake(:
it's these extraodinary beings that i'd like to live with,
a place with innocent creatures, where nth matters.
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i'm stressed/i'm insane/fatique.
"don't fall ill, don't strain your neck, don't injure your back, don't hurt your knees for no one will be there, no one will give it a damn, no one's gonna care whether or not you're alive."
okay, i'm talking to myself, i'm blabbering.
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i miss the animals/
i miss you.. (the one i just talked to, through the night)
anyway, the point is, i'm feeling insecure and stressed.
fullstop.

let this be our prayer

Thursday, April 26, 2007

也许不该太执著，
不这为何觉得冷冷的，酸酸的。
[天下起雨了，人是不快乐，我的心真的受伤了]
不要在我的伤口撒盐了好吗？
perhaps it was unintentional.
what's with the emo mood? it has left me for so long, and i'll not accept it back.
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i shall just divert my attention to work, training, and piano.
played scissors paper stone and lao ying zhua xiao ji for SELC
and i'm happy once again((:
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que sera, sera; what will be, will be.
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(: what's that to fret?
muchloves<3

let this be our prayer

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

suddenly everything seems to be back on track(:
life's been so packed that i can't believe how much everyth has faded away.
somth intangible cease to exist no more at the new beginning of each phase.
have been out with yh, melo and mujia.
sometimes it's friends like them i really cherish.
-currently addicted to 我真的受伤了。
can we, will we, shall we? back to the [you+I]=<3
is it possible? let me treasure you once more.
this time i promise i will. (even if it hurts)
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off to the impossible tasks,
make the impossible possible.
the persistant headaches, worsening backache and gastric):
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hardly have enough time.
i've accepted the cruel truth.
its alright :D

let this be our prayer

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

a short post before i'll be rushing off for training again.
dedicated to dearest table partner TAYHUIXIN!
have as much faith as i have in you,
believe in your abilities!
tomorrow will be great,
you will clear the routes with the least effort!
what's so frightening bout tmr?
(: elmo cushion will be rooting you on, along with all of us/
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whatever the outcome, you know we'll always be proud of you! loves<3
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okay/
as for me, life's been pretty hectic.
it's pratically school, training, homework and sleep.
what more can i say?
and kim, take care of yourself.
anyway, who's passerby?
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sometimes i feel like no one understands
i don't even know,
why i do the things i do,
when pride builds me up and i can't see my soul.
will you break down these walls,
and pull me through...
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p.s its less than 30hours of throws training left):

let this be our prayer

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

一生里，我们扮演着许多不同的角色。
每颗星星都会有属于自己的太阳，月亮，云朵与凤。
一个陪伴自己的云朵与默默守护着你的太阳/
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sunday; national juniors U-17
the rain set me thinking, the gastric pains plagued, i couldn't breathe.
shrugs-
i've been suppressing it all; it's getting into me.
went to seoul garden for dinner with
yl, chowchow, wy, kim, seon.
vegetables was all that was i could have, because of my weak stomach_-_
thanks for the fun and laughter anyway,
it was all i needed and all that i'd like to remember.
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monday;
played table tennis(: childhood memories are the fondest((:
volleyball trng-
so much so for a team,
the price we all paid.
picking up the shattered pieces pricks me bad;
my mind's all saturated and it was all mass erased.
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human minds are so hard to decipher as it complicates each day.
i'm sorry if i've changed,
and not the person you'd like to know no more,
but what else can i say if you don't understand? (perhaps i myself don't)
shrugs-
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to end on e lighter note, : we had silent lessons with Mr Tan today.
and it proves more productive doesn't it? hahh.
oh and, HAPPYBIRTHDAY TWINNIE!(:
a twin never leaves, trust me on that.
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a long winded post; posted by someone nearing fifteen-
and through it all, i'm feeling fifty.
how will tomorrow be? fill me in.
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bleed me dry... ...

let this be our prayer

Friday, April 06, 2007

i choose to remember what i've received;
and not what i've given.
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sometimes, blissful ignorance is all i want-
so, keep me from the harsh reality.
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shopped with bernice on 4th april for presents and she said
'you look like a santaclaus with no beard and white hairs' (:
random:i'm just have the sudden urge to buy loads of presents for my friends.
if my purse allow=/ nth to get for myself i suppose.
WHEE- spread the love!
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and HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANHUI! <3
i'll see you later, but ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAY!
as you celebrate 16 years of life.. ((:
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oh my, i'd better not fall sake at this point of time. =/
shudders-

let this be our prayer

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

出乎意料的成绩，莫名的力量。
it was unexpected, really;
shall strive for greater distances the upcoming competitions. (:
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但，心痛比快乐更真实。
i want you well; do you know?
it pains me to see you hurt.
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5 periods of maths in 2 days. drained.
class arrangement changed): i miss DTP!
she's like the one that keeps me motivated/bubbly and all. URGH-
but i'll like my new TP too. ng teng(:
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challenging week ahead; i'll remain strong no doubt.
the persistant headaches/and the numbed nerves;
RAHH-
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anyway, thanks to those who have supported me(: yep.
you know who you are and yes, much appreciated.
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will you still be proud of me?

let this be our prayer

Sunday, April 01, 2007

it's better late than never;
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Another sleepless night I can't explain
Somebody said they heard me call your name
The radio won't let you leave my mind
I know it's over but I don't know why

Should've known better
Than to fall in love with you
Now love is just a faded memory
Should've known better
Now I'm a prisoner to this pain
And my heart still aches for you

There was no risk that
I wouldn't take
And not a promise that
I didn't make
All I asked was that you just hold on
And now I'm wondering what I did wrong

I gave you all of my body and soul
Never believing we might lose control
I took my hands off the wheel

I can't remember if the lies were true
It's been a million years since I touched you
I thought time might help me win this game
But being away from you is slowly driving me insane
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既然不再爱，就别因为责任而继续爱着你。
心里要的始终都是同一个人吧。
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好想把过去像烧伤的皮一样拔掉；
长痛不如短痛，不是吗？
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addicted to richard marx,
addicted to missing you all night;

let this be our prayer