what's life if it's not to make it easier for others?a quarter of 07 has gone by, so much have changed.unbelievable no?and i'm thankful to have survive through it all.it's inevitable to get upset and disappointed at times,but we've got to forgive and forget?no one's perfect and i trust that it's not their intention to hurt.oh please, don't prove me wrong.-it'll be lijie's birthday tmr, yanhui's on friday, ella's following tueday and mine.i'd like to swim with the dolphins; -waiting for melissa and ng teng to come and settle our chinese project.hmm- what have i done?read, eat, sleep, piano, immersing in music.oh my. if only there would be such tranquil times every now and then.(:-anyway, to 3 people:take care of your back,take care of your elbow,and take care of your ankle.get well soon! (((:
let this be our prayer
Where did I leave off?;
Let’s see. Tuesday’s training was pretty upsetting but yes, and so was Wednesday’s but I survived them all.
Wednesday! Went to Singapore heritage centre but me, labby, ng teng and joey left the place ourselves and went to YUM CHA! =D wow, the little bites there’s great laa! (: （oh, &we missed our bus looking at stickers and had to follow another class back) OOPS! hahh-
Perhaps it’s the company! And I love labby too! =D
Thursday’s training was better than expected, somewhat self disciplined/motivated to do well. Yes, the little pain physically won’t matter, will it? (:
-Yupp- and here I am, self reflected to do better again!
Thanks to the following people anyway: MELISSA`LABBY! , DTP`HUIXIN, MAVIS`XIAOYAO, MELANIE MEIMEI, DADUPI JIEJIE! =D classmates too? =D-
When everyth seems like a uphill climb,
Just a bath and a sleep and everyth will be alright.
I choose to face it, and make every moment a memorable and worthwhile one.
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And you know, I’m still here for you;
Whenever/wherever you need me so.Just a call away no? ((:
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let this be our prayer
望着满天星斗的夜空，突然在想你是否和我一样，注视着同一颗星星。曾在这夜空下许过的承诺，你是否还记得？~表面上被太阳烧伤了，心里头却是冰冷的，好凄凉- 快被冻死了吧。~day to day, the tight schedules and everyday trainings kept me busy;但闭上眼，始终忘不了你的身影。是你不专一，还是我太执著，太长情呢？原来所谓的“好”朋友都是虚伪的。(sorry, it doesn't imply to all)-牵着你在天空飞翔，这样看世界就是不一样；我选择坦然面对，你呢？ its human minds that complicate matters, why so? shrugs--wth am im wasting my time here? =/
let this be our prayer
i had hsk course from 1.30-4.30 yesterday, after which had weights trng till 6+/then went out with faith to bugis and get mel's present(:it's gonna look pretty, trust me! (:-hmm, guess the entire day was a rush.rushing thru lessons and clarifying doubts with teachers.rushing here and there then trainings. _-_& i hope DTP doesn't get changed away):and melissa claims that me and huixin sleeps like logs during free periods/ hah!-everyone's talking about the tissue and paper thing.i shan't dabble with it,we shan't know too much bout the future, should we?~if only it's so simple to clarify the doubts,& undo the pain and hurt you've brought about.if only you could see, all that's beyond me.so much so i'd like to say;they're more than words.descend a level and look into my eyes,perhaps you'll understand.somehow, someway, someday, sometimes, we'll become a whole again.is that possible? ; fill me in~whee. as the weekend approaches; might be meeting my lil boy after trng on sat,and www and enjoying life on sunday((:-as 11th april draws nearer;get me a ring from the depths of your soul.a kiss/a hug/an assurance/a promise/ can you?~a random fact: i want to run a relay now! ):
let this be our prayer
term 2; a new season to work hard for.namely; academic, pianopractical and javelin.~relieved that all 4 common tests are over(:history was tough(it ain't my subject) so i guess i did fine.emaths was alright.chemistry(i studied the wrong chapter somehow_-_)but i guess it was managable.amaths.. i'm worried as usual but its all over(:-you're here, there's nth i fear.it was once upon a time that we knew each other.our dates were usually quiet but its the chemistry that meant more than words.there's so much i need to say to you,so many reasons why;you're the only one that really knew me at all-so take a look at me now.. its just an empty space.-okay. anyway; school's been alot better that i thought(:like yeah. with DTP, friends and volleyballers.((: drifted we may be,but i find it hard to ignore you,time and time again, i forgive.friends we still are, through it all, i'll be here.~okay, what a random post.it'll be a tiring physically term ahead but i'm positive bout it all.in or out, so long as i did my personal best?whether or not you are there, at least i know i'll be here.~dad's at toronto with only a windbreaker! but it's snowing at -°C now! ): -the way it was;the way we were. so much so; beyond words. <3>
let this be our prayer
aren't they beautiful? (:
we look profession, don't we?((:we had loads of fun anyway!
(((: angel.
oh my, yanhui's hungry- =/
as we hold on together;
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muchloves<333
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I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again I guess
I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
let this be our prayer
this week's splendid once again!
if only march holidays never ends;
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lets start with tuesday
14th march.
went out with faith cheah xiao yun! lol.
my first time being punctual for outings! so be honoured!
hahh- watched [music and lyrics]
had fun! pierced ear! =D
and this silly girl bought a banana for 75cents at starbucks! lol.
we were having so much fun that we forgotten all about movie review=/
(:
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15th march
wednesday.
met up with melissa and ngteng after training!
whee! went from citylink to suntec to esplanade to marina square!
guess good friends needn't know bout your pasts;
for everyth starts anew! (:
yupp. we chatted/drank and starbucks/discussed/had fun and BOWLED!
caramel frappucino rocks! (: lol.
yesyes. basically, we had LOADS OF FUN!
and i really love the miniature musical intruments at the esplanade!
and took MANY PICTURES AND VIDEOS.
pictures soon(:
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16th march
thursday!
went eastcoast park with yanhui! (:
okay, i've got a humongous appetite.
bought bread,pretzel,pizza and subway! lol-
sat by the breakwaters/took pics/chatted/ate/stargazed(:
the sky was initially overcast;
but its pretty amazing how it cleared( just for us )
yesyes. enjoyable(: its just ur presence that matters.
the stars were especially enchanting that night!
angel <3
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17th march
friday-
trained under the hot sun_-_
okay, pretty fine but i guess i'll give class outing a miss.
hurt my back and its pretty uncomfortable now.
urgh- ):
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anyway, this week's been great.
and next 2 days will be equally busy=/
yeah! muchloves to all<3
(((:
let this be our prayer
its the stars; the stars that shine above all;the stars that promise you light.
angels brought me here/
for you if you know
let this be our prayer
haven't been blogging; rushing around the entire week(:lets see what's been going on since 3rd march.-o4/03/07sunday.went j8 to watch 'just follow law' which ended arnd midnight?yes, dated mum out again(: /05/03/07monday.there was training followed my macho dinner! much fun despite the persistant headache.chatted alot, had much fun! we went SWEET SECRETS at j8/huixin,joyce,wenhui,che'rie,xinying<3>
06/03/07
tuesday.
GEEHEE! went for a haircut with melanie! (:i guess mine's of no much difference, but the paranoid face on here when her hair was being washed was hilarious. ate lunch at yoshi and dinner at kfc.hahh- reminds be of our FRENCH FRIES STORY=D heh. /07/03/07
wednesday.training; and its really amazing how good it feels playing like a team(:yupp! =Phappy. just like that(: /08/03/07
thursday.though we lost to jurong, its merely a point?but we've learnt more than that in this short journey,its the spirit, the enthusiasm, the unity, the will to fight it out that matters(:we may have lost, but its the experience, the trials we went thru together that makes it all worthwhile(:anyway, i'd like to thank some people for coming to support;yanhui!,mayxuen,dtp,xy,faith,wh,evelyn and all. muchloves
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then, went for dinner at sakae with eva and sabrina.
yupp, somehow felt a little pampered. but yeah. /
(:
o9/03/07
friday.
had oral. no comments laa. hah-
somehow there were some heartwarming scenes on the bus and in the music school.
a simple act of kindness makes my day(:
then its just training and piano lessons(: /
10/03/07
saturday.
had theory exam in e day. pretty chim.
hmm. then walked from queenstown mdis uni campus to crescent girls at tanglin road.
hahh- then took a bus down to PS with mom and bought my DOLPHIN JIGSAW!
it cost a bomb and there goes a quarter of my redpackets money.
but its all worthwhile!
=D
then off to east coast park with sabrina and met up with mel.
(: yupyup. did not go near the breakwaters, just walking from one end to another,
shopping, eating and screaming along the beach(:
hahh- and we put the unhappiness in a coconut and dump it far into the sea! =D
poof* goes the fears. and the stars are ever so bright(:
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what a happy post(:
the week ahead's gonna be busier and even happier perhaps
what more can i ask for?
happy happy; let everyone be happy. (((:
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i'm looking forward to tuesday evening/night(:
ohoh, and can i pon trng on 11th april pls?
(((: i'll be back, when i have the time
let this be our prayer
we were like two scared, crying school kids who were lost.
but when i felt your hand on mine, i felt no fear.
only warmth...
imu, do you know? you were here, there WAS nth i fear.
We locked hands till we reached my house.
Throughout the journey, we were silent,
as if words had suddenly vanished from our mind.
You released me gently and wiped off my tears.
Remember this. If you ever need me and I’m not around, just wait for me.
Because I’ll always be here.”
Sometimes, clouds will prevent me from reaching you.
But you’ll know that I’m always trying to reach you.
Just wait for the clouds to clear if you can’t receive my sunlight.”
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Two A.M and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You’re telling me you’re so confused
You can’t make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You’re asking me”
But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But I believe
For you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I just play my part
And pray you’ll have a change of heart
But I can’t make you see it through
That’s something only love can do…”
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“You’re like the North Pole of a magnet bar,
and I’m like the North Pole of another magnet bar.
There’s no way for both of you to be close together.
There’s a force that’ll always push you both apart.
This force is called the obstacle of fear and indifferences.
“However, if you put a metal bar in between, both you magnets will stick to it.
And you’ll be close to each other.
That metal bar dissolves the force that pushes both of you away.
And that metal bar is what we called love.”
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Memories light the corners of my mind,
Misty water color memories of the way we were
Scattered pictures of the smiles we left behind,
smiles we gave to one another for the way we were.
Can it be that it was all so simple then,
or has time rewritten every line?
If we had the chance to do it all again,
tell me would we? Could we?
Memories may be beautiful, and yet,
what's too painful to remember,
we simply choose to forget.
So its the laughter,
we will remember, whenever we remember,
the way we were.
let this be our prayer
hmm. nth seems right these days,and i wonder why.wondering used to be such a good thing,where love would answer it all. shrugs--anyway, well done C'girls(: your spirit is commendable. -apart from that, trng was off,and i better get my fitness level back before thursday-yup yup.a sudden breakcamp for the sec 3s=/anyway, it got me like so so worried can.at least i heard huixin and mayxuen's voices so far, and they're fine.now now, is labbie, rena, yuting, twinnie, bernice, and all my other classmates doing fine? ):i miss them.i hope they did not catch the whatever disease thr=/and for those who are unwell, get well soon.-the rain is pouring,the lightning's flashing,the thunder's sounding,oh strike me oh strike me,i'm so sick and tired,i'm so beat down here.take me away, hold me near,to your warm embrace once again.oh baby pls, won't you?害怕达雷闪电，你在乎吗？
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people change, people disappoints.
what's new anyway?
get use to it mann- we're giving in to you, can't you see?
=.-
and soon... everyone will be graduating.
let this be our prayer
we did our best no? thought i felt the spirit.-i'm tired. fatique.the cramps, the gastric pain's killing me.the numbness in my hand andthe emptiness within isn't helping me either.shrugs--at least we're gonna give it all out next thurs,there's nth to lose anyway.and i beg you, let this season be good.-there's so much to do, and i'm already on the verge of breaking.tired of doing things according to logic, like what's right and wrong.i no longer have emotions maybe--soon, we'll be saying goodbye to term 1.soon, it'll be term 2 , 3 ,4...soon... nah.forget it.let this be our prayer
its the stars; the stars that shine above all;