A team consists of all of us, not just one individual. Perhaps in a game, we are more concerned about our own performance, rather than the team spirit on a whole.
Cedar volleyball has got the skills and abilities, but we lack the team spirit. Cliché as it may sound, it is true and significant. We should encourage each other, motivate each other, and put some effort in getting the team together.
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Perhaps, we could come to the middle of the court and give each other a pat after each ball. It is to encourage each other if we have lost a point, or to motivate and acknowledge if we have done well. Make it a habit and build up the confidence in the team, and not let the opponents’ spirit intimidate us.
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We need to fight for our goals with gusto. Make this our season; it’s OUR common goal, OUR passion, OUR dream, OUR championship
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hold high our banner gold and grey, won't we?
let this be our prayer
Perhaps I realized what I’m lacking now,
It’s not the attachment to someone,
But the sense of belonging in the society, class, team.and if only you could see, what i mean.-I’m not sure if I’m about to lose a friend now,
But all I’m sure is, I mean well.
I want you to understand that it’s wrong committing yourself to the wrong thing, its tough, I know it.
It’s my class, my team that matters most in school now,
I’m sorry if I’ve hurt you, but I need to do what I think is right.
Where have I gone wrong? I’m losing a friend.
Is it me or you? But you just seem too adamant. and if only you could feel, what i mean.-Sometimes it bewilders me how people change, perhaps I myself did. Shrugs-
But really, it’s for the welfare of everyone on a whole.if only you could understand, what i mean.-Where have I gone wrong?
Haven’t I tried to hear you out, am I not making an effort?
Where have I gone wrong?
I’m losing a friend.
Can she see the tears, can she see that I’m trying.
Where have I gone wrong again?
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If only you could see, what I see.i've done wrong once, don't do it again please.-
my tear glands are hyper active today,and i wonder why. angel, where are you? when i needed you most. ):
let this be our prayer
looking back its quite unbelievable what had became of us,looking back, its quite amazing how we've kept in touch since we were a little kid;-yet there are some, that barely stayed.somehow, all this memories seem so near yet so far,its amazing how time flies;and how much we've drifted as the clock strikes 12 everyday- and i know its fading like all my others,and soon, it'll be just another milestone with no emotions anymore.-i guess, the true ones will never leave, no matter how little we communicate-its pretty astonishing how much i've grown,how much i've changed over the years.i'll take it that its a positive change within me. (:-highlights of this season!VOLLEYBALL NATIONALS! &its commencing tmr.our dream, our goal, our passion, OUR championship, OUR year, OUR season.make it a memorable one(:-
& i'll do you proud, i promise.
are you still proud of me?
let this be our prayer
suddenly its the kinship and the little tingling warmth i feel with friends that matter.went to yanhui's place, its real cosy(: i slept. hahh, what's new?lol.a new year, seeing the little ones grow and become big sisters of e younger ones.its really touching and 温馨ba。-though i know things wouldn't be as simple for them as they grow,but they made me realise that the greatest gift in lifeis the joy, the kinship, the growing process.虽然不知道这路会把我带到哪儿，但最重要的是要活得有意义吧。-anyway, i realised that i've been eating lots of greens and drinking green tea lately.hahh- okay, till now, i'm thankful for all that has been here for me.namely, the volleyballers, mich liew, juliana, fatmom, labpartner(:people come and go, as their social circle increase,as their hearts and priorities changeand though i can't have all the friends, its time i learnto cherish those who are true and real. <3>
and till then, you guys are the ones. ((:
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somehow, life's made simple again.
where all my worries lies in doing well for volleyball and studies.
for bringing the little joy and laughter,
the little care and concern which brings much comfort.
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and yes, i know my ankle will be strong again,
my wrists will be fine,
my headaches will be gone,
for i have faith, for i am calm, for i'm sure i'm doing my best.
be it friendswise, studies and volleyball.
anyway, MELANIE, JIAYOU too!
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nationals starts next week.
prelims- jurong, xinmin, chungcheng.
cedar steady ace!
let this be our prayer
a pretty tough week, and i foresee a busier month ahead.
with nationals, campfire night and theory exam.
won't be gg for throws trng for weeks or maybe months.
the pressure of doing well and in volleyball is getting into me.
shrugs-
my body's showing signs of fatique and i need the rest real bad.
so it ain't a bad thing skipping trng afterall.
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yes, i lost my battle, i cried.
moments of solitude,
moments when i let it out,
moments when i know i need you
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i miss you, do you know?-
and never once can i still the voice that's calling out ur name.
i bought my swimming costume and wrist guard.
but i can't find my dolphin/grandpiano jigsaw puzzle):
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okay.i'm sorry for the disappointment;
i don't wish to cause my team their dreams,
i don't know laa! im tired, can't you see?
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and yes, stay away from me, im pretty irritable lately.
nth shall mean much anymore. the world's self centred-
*its pretty clear now, i'll drift further each day,
till someday you won't even realise that im gone.
prolly you were never my best afterall
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ITS OK ITS OK, FOR BABY, YOU'RE MY ANGEL.
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let this be our prayer
CNY!
it was better than expected, though there wasn't any
gambling nor staying up at night,
eve was all about going to the temple, packing of room and reunion dinner.
(: yup. its been long since we had a meal together, simple, short,
but somewhat cherished.
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day 1
half day of visiting in my new flare white skirt! C= hehh
and temple in the morning too.
i prayed for you, and everyone else. (:
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day 2
mugged in the day and off to uncle's house at night
in my short denim skirt(: hahh-
people says i've slimmed down! GEE!
perhaps its just my baggy clothes in the past=/
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day 3
went coach's house, and sang karaoke? lol.
then met yh and off to my house(:
yearly gathering with dad's curry fish head.
pretty enjoyable? and i hope yh was entertained(:
of cause, yanhui and mengmei made my day alot alot.
<3
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you can't get everyone together everytime,
no one's that free even if you'd wish everyone is.
nevertheless, take things slowly,
or it'll get too tiresome and lose its meaning.
and yes, i miss alot of people now.
and i'll let it be, as long as it doesn't get overwhelming.
all reflections have been done in my diary, so shan't make any repetition ba.
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anyway, what's life if its not to make it easier for others arnd you?
you don't become insensitive to other people's feelings
just because they've hurt/neglected you.
its all about accepting them again and care.
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just let me be happy;
before getting all stressed up again later on
its the piano, its the piano that makes it all complete.
(((:
my only regret is not able to go for oac): pouts-
let this be our prayer
what am i doing here? i don't know=/
have been mugging for hours,
and drifted into my illusional land once again.
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Oh,Oh Im not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Dont know what I was missing or why I aint listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that its over
What else could it be he just had to cheat
I made a promise never to settle
Why didnt I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around
Im not missing you
Im not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
Im not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know Im usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time its different
I dont even feel the distance
Im not missing
Im not missing you
Its a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?
No I cant be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I cant keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when its right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone elses life
Im not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
You might have had me open
But I must be going because I know Im usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, feel the distance
Im not missing
Im not missing you
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time and time again,
i fall, i braced up, i struggled to find the answer.
its time to take things slowly,
and know that we can't have everyth coming our way,
we can't please everyone,
that time seem to pass so quickly,
that we turned into the wrong path.
its time to slow down,
let people come and go.
just do your utmost for one, (u can never do it for all)
and not let emotions get over you.
i ain't gonna cling onto you no more,
i'd rather be a pillar for one to lean on when they're tired.
till someone melts the lock within me-
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forgiven but not forgotten.
专署天使-
你到哪儿去了？
let this be our prayer
thanks to huixin, nurul, mavis, rena, melissa, ngteng, annmarie, machos, charlotte, throwsseniors, yanhui, inez, mujia, weiling'er, melody, jinhui, michelle, mushroom, juliana and alot more(: volleyballers! 3/oohs(:
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they made my they someway or another.
and i miss daddy! inez daddy! ):
how long has it been since i actually talked to you? pouts-
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GEE- i shall be happy since its valentines(:
the emptiness won't surface laa, so why appear low?
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开心就好，因为我是星星！=D
let this be our prayer
its valentines.
不知为何，今年的情人节特别孤独，
内心冷冷的，麻麻的。
并不难过，只是开心不起来吧。
its okay, its a day to care and share,
and i'm greatful to all who thought of me.
and i hope those that receive likes the presents.
its all about the sincerity that i want to see.
内心好沉重，好空虚，
也许不敢爱了吧=/
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on this special day, its all gratitude that i wish to express.
i thank my classmates for supporting me,
especially labpartner, dearesttable partner, yt, pn, nt and all(:
i thank my volleyball mates for all their encouragement
despite all the attitude i've show.
especially the 2MICHELLES.
one(mushroom) who always scolds in a pretty harsh tone,
and the other(chillipadi) who assures and supports me through.
chantal and others too(:
and jiaolian for all that you've done for me,
我不会在自暴自弃了。 i'll do my best.
and all my teachers from cedar primary,
i wonder if its mere coincidence, but everytime i'm down,
on the verge of breaking down, someone would send me a touching message,
leave someth for me at the security post,
just to assure me that someone cares. thank God for them(:
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anyway, bumped into my pri 1-6 classmate, and we started talking a great deal, perhaps that's my best valentines gift(:
i miss them all , i really do.
i want to date the 7of us.linda,kristine,joyce,eileen,jiahui,meryl.
and the 3. wenjia, kelly, me? hahh-
and all the 6-1 peeps!
someday i'll initiate outings, after my activities ain't that packed.
pardon me for being busy=/
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somehow i realise, people you love, need not love you.
and there are others out there whom you don't realise,
have been there guiding you along, loving you.
对别人有要求，带来的也只是一次又一次的失望。
我宁愿对自己要求多一些，爆炸了，也无所谓吧。
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放慢步伐，停下脚步，欣赏周围的花草树木，
欣赏周边的一切，欣赏夜晚里的星星。
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现在也只想，躺在无边无际的草原上，欣赏这一闪一闪的星星。
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if only you could see, what i see-
let this be our prayer
the star filled sky
left the emptiness behind.
and i can't still the voice,
that's calling out your name.
i'll bring you to that particular spot;
if you'd allow me to.
someday, our dream will come true.
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anyway, i can't wait for this week to pass,
i can't stand valentines day nor new year.
shrugs- let it past let it past, let me sleep thru this festive season.
for i'm too tired, too beat to celebrate.
pardon me for all that i've done wrong;
for all the attitude i've shown.
especially coach and teammates.
im sorry.
3 pretty important tests tmr=/
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anyway,
happy birthday wenyi and seon!
(if you happen to hop into my blog)
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Let me drown let me drown let me drown let me drown-
结成冰的泪，
内心好冰冷，
无法呼吸了。
slit my wrist, stain the ice.
let this be our prayer
where words fail,
music speaks.
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its all about doing your best,
feeling accomplished no matter what outcome.
achievements are merely vitamins that perks you up for a moment,
and forgotten thereafter.
i'm doing my best; i really am and i hope you can see.
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happy 21st birthday brother! <3
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its valentines again; and new year,
ain't got the festive mood.
but i guess its all about the giving and sharing(:
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anyway, 3/0's OOHLALA land is fun C='
i'm a banana! yellowyellow banana!
dadupijiejie's a cow and rena's a native! =D
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off to chalet soon! wildwildwet with cousin maybe? ;P
mugmugmug(((:
no one has got everyth,
but we should all be glad to have smth?
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我愿变成。。。
一只带你过河的乌龟，
一只带你过大海的海豚。
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on my way to be a ...
100%sporty musically inclined NERD! C=
let this be our prayer
decided to blog now anyway, wouldn't have the time in the next few days.
hmm, C'girls, continue to work hard.
speak to us if you need, we've all been through it,
the setbacks, the failures, but we'll all learn and do better. trust me(:
cheer up meimei!
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i've got hmt test tmr, then trng, then piano(theory!). /
and i've got training, oac skit preparation, bio project and shopping on saturday./
and chalet in the weekends_-_ okay, i'll stay in to mug i guess=/
i'll have class skit and trngs on monday./
i've got geog test, eng test, amaths test and semifinals on tuesday13th. urghh./
that's quite alot to get in when i'm out both weekends! /
arghh-
i'm like so behind time! anyway, i'm looking forward to the skit!
its called nana-cow conflict!
hahh- because of the story behind;
the BANANAS and the COWS! lol! gin's brain's real cranky! C=
it seems loads of fun though! hehh.
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let this be our prayer
ups and downs; it happens throughout the day doesn't it?
i'll lie low(:
anyway, thanks to some volleyballers who believed in me ever so much(:
like hsinyi, chantal, charlotte, mavis and others?
i'll do my best, i always will, it everyth.
i love fatmama & fatdaughter(:
i miss twinnie and chowchow! C=
anyway, talked pretty much to yuting. lol. the real me ain't what i appear to be no?=/
trained all day except for tuesday; went to mug with sabby and home with yh(:
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突然觉得快乐，开朗多了，我真得挺幸福的巴（：
我很快乐，也许大家对于快乐的定义都打不相同。
有的追求财富，物质上的享受，
有的则需要和一群朋友随着逛街，煌欢，玩闹。
也有的有着某种神灵的寄托。
也有些在他人，一个非常特别要好的朋友上寻找快乐，温暖，
且在他身上有了喜怒哀乐，并依赖他人。
一路上，学会了一切不能够勉强，否则会越陷越深。
即使跌倒了，也得自己爬起来。
虽然没有一个最要好的朋友，但我至少有朋友。
我在自己的世界里，找到了一丝丝的家庭温暖与快乐。
只想一心一意地做好分的事与在适当时，照料他人。
一切顺其自然吧，凡是尽力就好，不可放弃。
简简单单是快乐，傻是福。
即使累了，也能够无怨无悔的说：'i've done my best'
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be grateful for all that you have.
more joy than woes, the week's ahead gonna be a busy one=/
shites- ah wells, i'll do all fine- =D
let this be our prayer
i need a friend;
someone i can speak ceaselessly too,
someone i can relate too,
someone i can feel with my heart,
someone whom shares my woes and joy,
someone who will get my troubles off me,
and not one who i always have troubles with.
apparantly, only those you love are capable to hurt.
i don't see the rational behind all this;
i can't hate, i can't love.
or perhaps its just me.
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look deep into my eyes,
and perhaps you could see;
what i see. the pain, the hurt, the agony.
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perhaps its in solitary,
that one will understand
and realise the mistakes they've made,
that one will understand
and know the hurt they've inflicted unintentionally.
that one will mature and grow,
that one will realise,
life wouldn't just pause nor stop even if you're bleeding,
that everyone just won't learn.
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小小年纪的我，不爱吵闹，
但还是快快乐乐的在机场个每个角落
留下脚印。
当时的我，带着小朋友的心态，
好奇地看待事物，
觉得世界好奇妙，好美丽。
现在的我，正在机场。
比起以往无忧无虑的我一是天渊之别。
脚步沉重了，快乐的回忆也渐渐淡忘了。
机场改变了，那快乐，开朗的女生也消失了。
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was pretty alright till i saw someth,
anyway, motivated to throw further,
spike better,
block accurately,
receive well,
and to score well.
its just my natural instinct to numb the pain.
let this be our prayer
its the weekends again!(:
a month has gone by, i can hardly remember anyth that has happened,
apart from using up 3pen inks and 1entire foolscap=.=
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anyway sorry for all the emo posts and to those arnd me.
the emotions and moodswings overwhelmed me a little,
and have been pretty irritable lately=/
ain't feeling too good these days, nauseas? gastris? breathless? ain't sure):
guess coach's upset with me?
for not playing well and still looking happy after that?
i'm sorry, i can't look sad, i can't tear the way i used to anymore.
but i'll learn, i'll do better.
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match on thursday,
talked pretty much to mich and char((: thanks, they made me speak, and laugh.
then met yh at j8 and off home C:
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anyway, i dread valentines_-_ shrugs-
13th-semi finals
16th-finals
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虽然天天穿得厚厚的，
内心深处还是冰冷的。
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its been so long since i received a big warm embrace,
its been so long since i felt my last kiss
its been so long since i shared my thoughts
its been so long since i revealed by inner self
its been so long its been so long
since i had a friend.
i know its unfair for me to say this,
but those who have been there for me know who they are,
and i'm thankful for them(:
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BUBU the RABBIT<3
let this be our prayer
