谁说星星没了太阳不再闪烁？;i'll not let the gloomy clouds obscure the shimmering stars within/只剩下钢琴陪伴着我;度过漫长的黑夜。-getting myself all exhausted during training;以是一种解脱吧。
别怪我太aloof;
因为当我需要你时，你总是不在。-i'm shining like a candle in the darkwhen you tell me that you love me-
一针刺下，
我麻醉了。
累了，但我只能对自己说： i've done my best.-
好想睡，睡到梦境能成为事实。
let this be our prayer
'许多人因为不能放弃的爱情而放弃了友情。'
somone posted this on yh's tagboard; inez was it? shrugs-
just thought of quoting it here, hope neither of you mind.
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what the hell am i doing here? i've got plenty of work, and test to mug for.
i've been coping well, doing well, why the hell am i losing concentration here_-_
anyway, thought i was pretty expressionless during training today.
perhaps while i see everyone having fun in their own groups, in their own world,
all i see was you and i at opposite corners of this happy picture of life.
all that matters now is doing well in all aspects
i shan't think bout farewell, but i do hope
smth would be done before its really a little to late.
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望着天空，突然星星不再闪烁。
你是否也在乎天空有没有星星？
偶尔有一颗在闪烁时，
你又是否会同样的想起我呢？
our 8pm date-
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okay-
off to drown myself in work.
i'm a busy person.
再也不会在白天流泪，我忘了怎么哭了。
let this be our prayer
another week has passed; pretty quickly.so much done and undone. many things happened; mainly volleyball.shrugs- all the conflicts, doubts and misunderstandings.hope we do forgive and forget this time, resolve all unnecessary disagreements.we'll emerge champions, we'll be united, we'll hold on together and fight till the very end(:so far so good i guess.3/o's great, for all their encouragement, cheers when i received some kind of recognition, go for competitions... etc etc. ((: real thankful. apart from the rudeness and disrespect of some towards the teachers.especially lab partner-melissa and DTP-huixin(:coping well with sec 3 life(: somehow motivated to study hard, train hard.so many dreams i'm striving for, since you left..-
beep*, nth's gonna get us down alrights(:-this week, the team cried on many occasions, apparantly everyone did.=/but i didn't. i can't. i'm not gonna. ain't the same girl you see anymore.but do you ever know how much i wrench deep down. i swallowed my tears and drown my fears;for i promised not to express the emotions within on court/-表面上好坚强，但夜深人静的我，你又知道多少？温馨与冷酷，你以离我远去。但太阳升起，我有得快乐了。-
why search so hard; so painstakingly for someone to care;why fight so hard to get the person that could keep you safe from harm;when here i am, looking over you?/ perhaps i ain't the one you need--
林歆正积极的面对人生（：i'm sorry, but you can't find love in my dictionary no more. its only for my family.
let this be our prayer
sudden urge to blog(:i'm happy today, somehow, somewhat, i'm feeling good.Glad that we're all fine now. Glad that i'm on the right track. Glad that i've gotten my priorities right. Glad that i have my love ones.Glad that i see my turtle(the turtle in the drain outside cps)again!=D my dearest=turtle!(:training went on pretty fine, then back home and off to relative's house.i ate one meal at 3pm today((: gee-i think of you time to time, but it doesn't hurt no more.i'm not missing you.-then shopped from 7-10? seems like several relatives went there as well(: whee.its been pretty long since i shopped with mom(:and i love it so. esp when all's in good mood.bought a pair of adidas sports shoes(: and i have this feeling i left my new nike in the locker. HAHH- =P which means i'll have 2!settled sab, jan, and someone's birthday present. 5 peeps to be exact.-alrights.i've got a diary to write all the thoughts, and give thanks for all that made me smile.and a sketch book to draw all that i see when i feel inspired,and of cos i'll have my competition diary everywhr i go since its competition period?(: yes! i feel so motivated towards our goal. whee.nth beats playing and singing on the piano.-ok.guess i'll blog less. competitions, trainings, tests, homeworks, theory exam that's coming up real soon.got to keep the momentum gg. ((:-hahh.currently waiting for the youtube thing in yh's blog to load finish.'wo ceng jing ye tong yang de shou hu zhe yi ge nv hai,
zhi dao xian zai, yi zhi dou mei you gai bian. '
-to those before and in advance...HAPPY BIRTHDAYMELISSA, REBECCA(16th january)SABRINA, EDWIN(23rd january)BEEEP*(1st february)=D
let this be our prayer
before i post anything else; i've got to give credit of all that has happened over the week.just had an urge to post(:monday- school team was announced, glad everyone was feeling fine(: ;went yanhui's class for maths 'remedial' by her,agnes,denyse? hahh=Dthis shall be a routine every jogging days? ((:tuesday- Ms jo's emotional; and huixin came over to study(: and she ended up posing as a chemistry teacher_-_wednesday-realised that there's so many left handers in class=Dtook photos,hahh. and mayxuen's also known as DADUPI xuenxuen!thursday- first southzone match against bt.merah. its was fine(: then i went for dinner with mavis, hsinyi and a few others. saw YUMIN on the way back! okay, we had a lot of laughters, and that certainly made my day C=-I see you becoming me and me becoming her.My game has ended and your's has just begun.Unsure of the outcome, seeing you drift further each day.And all i can say is that a carpet made by promises and wordsisn't secure nor safe to ride on.I ain't gonna cry for you,neither will i cry because of you,but i'll cry with you if you need me so. i'll care, i'll comfort.that's the least i can promise you.-looking back, i feel alright, seeing how much my burden has lifted(:-It's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonightPicking up the pieces, walking back into the lightInto the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future liesThere's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes...[Bridge]My dreams came true, when i found youI found you, my miracle... [Chorus]If you could see, what i see, that you're the answer to my prayersAnd if you could feel, the tenderness i feelYou would know,it would be clear, that angels brought me here...[Verse 2]Standing here before you, feels like i've been born againEvery breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name... [Bridge 2]My dreams came true, right here in front of youMy miracle... [Chorus]If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayersAnd if you could feel,the tenderness i feelYou would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...[Bridge 3]Brought me here to be with you,I'll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful)My dreams came trueWhen I found youMy miracle... [Chorus]If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayersAnd if you could feel, the tenderness i feelYou would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...Yes they brought me here... If you could feel, the tenderness i feel... You would know, it would be clear,that angels brought me here...-heard this song firstly sung by my cousin in law during their wedding,
happen to hear it again, and it brought my emotions back.
if you could see, what i see,
you'LL
be the answer to my prayers.
let this be our prayer
another week has passed.i was happy; all light and fine till friday. shrugs-we'll go xiaoguilin someday soon sure sure?(:-friday and saturday;my mind was fighting, like the angel & devil sort of thing.i was being sensitive to all that appeared in before me, i know, i'm sorry.a barrier between the world and i is forming again.i'm ashamed. for not being able to keep the tears from falling;but i'm tired, my mind's in a twirl.i finally understood how she felt.i want to show you the loneliness,and what it does.never once had the melodies on the piano sound so deep;so heart felt to this subconscious mind of mine.so many thoughts, so many images of my memories,i see them replaying in you two,i fear the vicious cycle.the thoughts, the images like films, all so colourful, they turn to fast so fast that all left was white and blank;and that's how i'm feeling.-i'll forgive everything even if i can't forget, and start anew.i'll runaway and certain points, just not to affect those arnd me.unwell, sleepy, whiny,just to hide the fear in me.i'll get things done,do my best in all aspects.i'll care for those who needs it, i'll be strong.the true nobility lies in being superior to your previous self.-
TIAN ZONG HUI HEI; REN YE HUI LEI.i'm tired.let me sleep a little longer.thankyou.
let this be our prayer
a week of school has passed; and i'll be here once a week(:i'm thankful for this week!all the nice, friendly, noisy classmates whom never fail to amuse the teachers.
3/o's the best i had. really(:
and my dearest table partner tayhuixin=DWHEE!
&
the chirpy macho table during recess!
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grateful for all the beautiful deeds i've seen-
how people cheered and support one another,
how someone picked up my book, wallet and keys and returned to me,
how people helped this visually impaired man up the bus,
how this man helped picked up the bottle cap for the mom,
how someone's having fun playing hide-and-seek with a golden retriever,
and everyth from training to lessons.
God sent them to make me smile(:
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i'll do my best and push my limits further bit by bit;
for there's nth hindering my progress now.
perhaps i've really grown stronger; i'll smile at the slightest thing i see(:
shoot for the moon,
for even if you miss,
you'll land among the stars(:
though humans falter,
they'll pick themselves up at the end of the day.
happy of sad,
its all in the mind.
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thank God for everyth this week;
a good start indeed! & yes, i'll be here when you need me so!
let this be our prayer
Its a new year once again.
all that we've gone thru in 2006 has become history.
Its a new year of smth special,
a new beginning of smth exciting.
& as the next chapter of our lives unfold,
and we're unsure of what the future may hold;
fret not.
& as the pages of the past diary yellows,
and the words fade away;
do not dismay.
We've got to start afresh,
and learn despite the crash.
For correction tape/fluid doesn't work,
in this book of life.
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stop the tears,
start the gear;
drive the fears.
& i'll learn to still the voice; that's calling out your name.
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31st! -ended this year with relatives on daddy's side.
pratically drank myself to the next year at downtown east. (:
1st! i started this year great(: with movies at westmall with carine!=D
and we smuggled BANANA pizza/MANGO pizza &MUSSELS into the theatre(:
hahh.sat between all the couples and i think our food smells strong?hahh!
then off to uncle's house for family gathering..
reached home at 4am.=/
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a brilliant start with this clear, distinct rainbow at full arc.
right above uncle's house. GOSH!
i'll blog the rainbow captured on cousin's phone asap=D
=D
let this be our prayer
a week of school has passed; and i'll be here once a week(:i'm thankful for this week!