I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know
Let this be our prayer
When we lose our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe
I pray we'll find your light
And hold it in our hearts
When stars go out each night
Eternal light will shine
Let this be our prayer
When we lose our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe
another week has passed; where'd you go?
Highlights…
-many came for friendly match on Monday.
-went to check out sweater with Hui Xin. 50 bucks, disappointing? Pizza for lunch (:
Bumped into Sabrina (: and Chengyi! =D all this on Tuesday
-training, friendly with Dunman High and yeah, Vjc came.
Repeated warm-up, he wasn’t sane as usual, though respected.
Out for Pizza hut again!, with the Vj peeps. Chatted, ranted, shared for an hour or two (:
The rain poured, on Wednesday (:
-today was pretty fun. HAPPY FEET! Woots! Dance, tap, dance, tap! I’m BOBO! However, chowchow refuses to be mammam): ah wells, we saw Jamie and friend there! =D and Amelia look hilarious during prom (as seen in the pic)
Went pasta mania for lunch, it’s a terrible place): firstly, there wasn’t my BANANA PIZZA. –POUTS. And I spilled hot soup on manda’s new jeans. ): sorry sorry =C thankfully there weren’t stains ya?
We were rather dead and tired, but, HAPPY FEET is NICE! And I’m starting to love not only dolphins but penguins! <3>Thursday! -Just training, piano and many thoughts today. My temperature went up on Friday): -went to sentosa with throwers. Unwell, ain't in the mood, ah wells; i was troubled by many thoughts. WE SAW THE RAINBOW! Me and the 2 birthday girls! Happy birthday! =D An equation for the day, me,myself+my shadow+music+sand+2 pails of unkind seawater(on a rock under the tree) ->loneliness+tears+fever+heartache+disappointment.
My heart wrenched on Saturday.-People that made my week: Melanie, Haiyun, chowchow, kimmie.
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Yesterday night I lay to ponder, over many things, much went through my head.
Allowed the tears to flow for once after so long.
If this week is my last, what would I have to say/do?
Life’s vulnerable, setbacks daunt us, but we have to move on.
I’d learn to cherish and not regret my past.
No one’s here for eternity,
Perhaps I have much to say.
I’m sorry for all that I’ve done wrong,
I’m thankful for to be able to impact and influence positively at times,
I’ll learn to understand that the world doesn’t just revolve around
Me myself and I.
That it’s not for my benefits but the joy of creating a smile;
The bliss of being able to be there for people I love whether or not it matters to them;
The blessing of being able to care and share.
The last thing I would say is to tell friends that have drifted apart:
You’re not forgotten for I love you so.
All I would like to do at this point,
Just lay back, thank God for all and pray.
Bask under the sun,
See the sun rise and set,
Watch the magnificent rainbow on green plains,
And watch the stars shimmer up in the enchanting sky,
Let the piano play itself and hear whispers lift my burdens,
Take away the weariness.
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Let me take the burdens and weariness away along with me,
Into my grave,
While you find happiness and live in bliss.
Will you realize my importance, only on my deathbed? Probably I’m not.
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i had a bad day, you add it one more.
If only you could understand how i feel.
If only i could care less about how you're feeling, bout your everything.
It was a starry night yesterday if you'd bother to look up and think of me.
I made a wish upon the brightest star, a simple wish just to guide you to where you're supposed to me. Nearer or away from where i am.
I hate to see the wound on your knee, does it hurt to see the scars all over me?
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You ask me if I love you, I choked on my reply.
Now let me say this, I love you.
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I feel messy, messed up. Packed, stumbled upon many.
Gifts from seniors, friends, cards, letters,
And yes, I’ve hurt you bad, I blame myself,
Its alright, I’ll let everything fade away.
Do you remember we once said ‘this diary/book won’t be enough to last for this year?’
And now? It’s not even ¾ filled.
Everything has lost its meaning.
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every time i try to fly,
i fall without my wings,
i feel so small,
i guess i need you dear.
Dancing in the waters, dance away the fears.
I try, i just want you to be happy.
Swallowed the tears, its alright, I'll suppressed it all.
You never fail to haunt my dreams. I wonder why.
let this be our prayer
