231006training was pretty bad. got whacked on the ear cum wrist cum bottoms):im strong. everything's alright(: nodsnods.went for pizza at toapayoh with kim, mich, joy, peishi.had fun! i love CHOCOMINTS(: <3then kimmie came over and we were all in piano for an hour+? yes. the song holds alot of memories. it was once dedicated... nvm. leave that out. reticent... ...-then celebrated granddad's 85th birthday at long beach restaurant. much events this month. grannie and granddad's birthdays and cousin's wedding.all the clothes bought, dressing up and stuffs(:crowds gathered as each took turns to feed granddad cake(:i'll upload pictures if possible(: its a warm fuzzy feeling.the unbreakable kinship. (:-
drank red wine, pretty much.
dwelled. the past came floating pass,where we drank outside the chalet,where i felt so protective over someone for once,the guys/ the coackroach.all that we've been thru, have you all forgotten?
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241006lay in bed far too long... ):went to the revolving restaurantcaught in the jam about 2hours? _-_ sheese. i was doing theory! hahh. ;P got dizzy/headache.then here comes good food again(: GEE--then met yanhui, her cousins and mujia and bugis. yanhui was ... eh.. FEMININE! walked arnd, just roamed...arcade? i want the BIG DOLPHIN , KAPAO & the minibanana)Xyanhui left. chatted with autistic patner.bout all the stuffs... ilovespending time with you,autiti(: LOVEs.-
have u forgotten all that we've gone thru?
the overwhelming emotions
the emptiness...
BUT I DO KNOW, i'm strong.
you lied, you kept no promises.
you and your replacements.
i hurt her, she hurt me, someone hurt her?
this vicious cycle...
i need u.
let this be our prayer