what has happened for the past few days/weeks/months?
can someone fill me in?
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new perspective of love, of life.
happiness is probably found in the process of giving,
of being able to provide,
being able to make someone smile(:
to be able to give and expect nth in return.
i'll give them all.
people come and go,
some leaves footprints,
though some are so deep that they cause bleeding.
some don't.
i'd just like to touch lives of those around me,
bring them joy,
give them hope,
care and share.
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had meeting till 5+ today,
goal setting, announcement of co-ord. and captains.
inspiring talks.
coach was unhappy, reprimanded, disappointed, pissed with me?
nvm- it's alright. numbness drives them away.
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i've neglected my friends,
i've lost my fighting spirit,
lost my goals, my targets, my dream of being an outstanding runner; a fine athlete.
i've been missing in action, too distracted and lost into my own world.
that i've forgotten my dreams,
all that i've been working for.
time for me to wake up and realise them.
time that i work hard, stay focus
and get my priorities right.
all my aspirations i had since i was a lil kid.
psychologist, social worker, fine athlete
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i've got lots of things to complete,
they're piling up.
time management, no more procrastination;
no more dwellings, no more drifting away. all this i hope
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anyway, i need a break.
ice skating? with the 5/6/7 whatever.
and outing with my loves(ryl,nai...).
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don't wish to use physical pain to numb the emotional pain anymore.
slowly, i'll discard that bad habit,
but i can't promises the 10 won't rot by then=/
sadistic it seems=/
HEAL THE WORLD; MAKE IT A BETTER PLACE
i love you, now and forever. dear<3
[b.t.b.t]<3
let this be our prayer
