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i can't trust you;
i try and i try, but i failed to.
how do you expect me to,
when you yourself found another.
prolly that's just your facade,
but pls, take it off, take it off.
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im tired;
its just not time to show myself.
im simply too vulnerable now.
prolly it takes alot to trust again,
to believe that what i see ain't true.
the tests , the chalet , the cold nights ahead.
will you be thr to watch the sunrise and set,
to gaze at the shimmering stars with me?
will the feeling remain the same? i wonder.
will you wait for me, guide me, love me, embrace me, give me warmth?
will you be there to love me when the sunrises tmr?
it takes greater courage to step out of fear than to live in/with it.
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to you:
im sorry for the empty promises i've made,
im sorry to have let you down.
i can't forget the times we share,
you know i can't.
you know part of me is missing, with you.
prolly its fate i can't find torto.
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this vicious cycle isn't gonna end,
at least not in the near future.
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THE PINWHEEL HAS CEASE TO SPIN.
here i am, insecure again.
back is the fear; back are the tears; here comes the hollowness; there goes my love. the moment you left. ):
won't be posting in the near future...
let this be our prayer
