I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know

Let this be our prayer
When we lose our way

Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe

I pray we'll find your light
And hold it in our hearts
When stars go out each night
Eternal light will shine

Let this be our prayer
When we lose our way

Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe

lin xin
11o41992
cedar primary`cedar girls
volleyball`track-[throws]


MYDREAMS/wishlists-
3 , 5 ,7 TENofus.
some overseas trip that lasts for weeks/months
mission trip to third world countries
a world embraced with hugs, kisses and smiles.
专署天使，（还在等待那个人）
untie the knot and be socialble?(:
just being happy and fufilling the dreams. -
material wants=/
1000piece dolphin jigsaw, a dog, a guitar&violin, a keyboard, ipl, the little pig!
C=D if only i could get them all. hahh-

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Saturday, July 29, 2006

28th-
school, remedial, training, piano, chalet.bought 2 GREEN hairbands.
-GEEHEE
`splitting headache);
back on 29th.
*beep.
girl, pls brace yourself up.
be strong, things probably ain't that complicated.
follow your heart,
but never give up hope, faith.
you got to endure the rain; before u can indulge in e rainbow.
just want to let you know,
i'll be here, i will.
for i don't want to see you sad.
the shoulder's always here for u.
to calm ur fears.
takiere bp`
beep*
-
29th
after chalet, we went jalan kayu and ate roti prata
&MILO dinasaur.
didn't eat much, spend more time looking at e cat(: hahh.
after that, we went to e ANIMAL RESORT. (its near coach house!-_-)
im in love with the CHOWCHOW named milky!
approx 20kg(: GEEHEE- its really adorable.
go with me! go with me!<3
my heart brakes for animals(;
-
hearing you over the phone,
tickles my senses.
you make my heart soar,
make me drift to our simple yet beautiful paradise.
we're bonded by a certain chemistry-LOVE<3
hearing your voice over the phone,
i can sense ur presence.
right beside me, right within me(:
loves.its so warm, so genuine.

hands in hands,
we'll walk in our paradise,
pace our way to e dreams.
just u&me <333
once, present, forever. dear&dearie<3
-

let this be our prayer

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

really felt that i've neglected the world;
evryone arnd me.
im sorry; prolly it didn't struck me that they might just leave.
someone left this world.
someone i thought didn't mean much to me,
but when she left, i felt it.
goodbye aunty angel.
hope that life's better;
for i know u had a hard time in this world.
-
suddenly, i miss my maidaka so much.
she left for her hometown when im pri2,
went to visit her last december,
and i realise how much i miss her.
my motherly aka.
the one that nv fails to satisfy my tastebud,
the one who scares me with ghost just to make me sleep,
the one i held so tight and fall alseep.
and the one who cut my eyelashes and thankfully, it grew longer
u'll nv know how much i miss u. i'll prolly call her tonight. <3
when will i be able to see u again?
-
i miss the 7. meryl, kristine, jiahui, joyce, eileen, linda + me.
i miss the 3. kelly, wenjia +me.
suddenly.im missing evryone. i miss all the times with you.
all the times squabbling, having fun, all the comfort.
i miss him.spongebob and crayon shin chan.
i miss 4-4. aww.
all the rough, tom-boyish times.
where love's so pure&
i miss planting pumpkin.
where we will have fun playing with worms
where we'll go round dismantling stuffs.
guess the person has forgotten bout me.
-
suddenly i remebered everyth,
everyone,
im too stuck in the past.
this post's gonna be long=/
but i ain't depressed i guess.
oh ya. i miss FAT MAMA too!
suddenly, im feeling so afraid tt all will leave.
-
screwed and disappointed with chinese oral.
prolly try to well for english and piano.aies
-
blabbbering partener.
BEEP*
i hope i've did the right thing.
we'll tide thru all these.
things might just be fine.
promise to be strong alrights?
we've got to brave thru the storms;
before we can lay back and appreciate the rainbow. (:
-
went iceskating on saturday.
enjoyable i guess?
back with a interesting would.=/ hahh.
it was fun, but better if u're arnd.
yanhui popped out and gave me a scare=/ i did miss u.and i really do
but yepp. short day.
i love AUTITI & TWINNIE! <333
-
<3
trying real hard to contain the fear
trying real hard not to reveal a tear
trying hard not to express the feeling of queer
trying hard to grasp the mere unclear
im trying to let go, but i know i can't.
and there's no need to let go now,
for i love you so my dear<3

no worries; no rush, take your time,
i promise i'll wait.
-
If in the morning when you wake,
If the sun does not appear,
I will be here.
If in the dark we lose sight of love,
Hold my hand and have no fear,
I will be here.

I will be here,
When you feel like being quiet.
Through the winning, losing, and trying,
we'll be together,
And I will be here.

If in the morning when you wake,
If the future is unclear,
I will be here.
To you and to the one who gave you to me.you.
I will be here.
and the person i'll wait for eternity, the someone whom i'll hold on to for life is you, my dear.<3
-
i don't know what the future holds,
but i'm excited to live the present and unfold the future chapers with you.
- iwanna breakfree from this vicious cycle.with u, we can.
-
i wonder how wen can survive; this ordeal
;this romance.
however,i believe we'll emerge thru this turmoil hand in hand,
and this love will last <3
.
once my dear, always DEAR.<3

let this be our prayer

Friday, July 21, 2006

a terrible awful day.
low and inferior i feel.
i had a bad day; you add in one more;
sing a sad song; and the bite got deeper.


love is like an anestetic jab,
pierced through her heart,
causes emotional debts,
get rid of this unscrupulous dart.


doubting myself;
doubting you;
doubting the world.
-
even you whom i once loved; whom i still shared much with, you're leaving me all alone.
you're not showing a single concern; u're leaving me out in the rain.
you know who you are. _-_
-
-no one seems true. my illusions have brought me to the wrong path.
i have been hallucinating all this while,haven't i? pls tell me im not
prolly your deffination of love is different. thats it.
-
i feel my heart crease and wrench;
feel so ugly,so awful,so cold.
-
i know if i choose to uncling,
i would fall to my death.
but the fire i love most,
that kept me safe and warm within,
has burnt me terribly, and left me out in the rain.

adeus? i can't

sorry.im swinging real low.=/ many things i don't understand.
i find comfort in self inflicting pain.

*you can choose to enjoy the previous post.
for it is specially posted for u dear. so read that instead.

let this be our prayer

Thursday, July 20, 2006

19th july.
track & field finals.
'to give anything less than your best is to sacrifice the gift'
i guess we all did our best;as a team.both div clinched 2nd runner-up.(:
its the end of this athletic season.
all the fond memories; the tough times.will never be forgotten for we've gone through alot tgt as a team.
-`
2oth july
nth much for the day.wasn't well i suppose?
bad day w/o lunch and lil dinner.
had a terrible nightmare yest.don't leave me out it the rain pls.=/
oral;screwed it up i guess.
maths;wrote at e wrong place=/
nevertheless, i survived(:
-`
HEAVEN,just having you in my heart,by my side<3
牵着你在天空飞翔
这样看世界不一样
有了你在身旁笑的脸庞
世界或许
就这么宽广
忽然就忘记了慌张
人海之中你最明亮
无意间的影响渐渐扩张
你丰富我生活感想

何必寻找所谓的天堂
原来我因为你
不想再去流浪
情愿平凡
不拥有一切也无妨
有了你在心上
已然是天堂

忽然就忘记了慌张
人海之中你最明亮
无意间的影响渐渐扩张
你丰富我生活感想

何必寻找所谓的天堂
原来我因为你
不想再去流浪
情愿平凡
不拥有一切也无妨
有了你在心上
已然是天堂

何必寻找所谓的天堂
原来我因为你
不想再去流浪
情愿平凡
不拥有一切也无妨
有了你dear在心上已经是天堂
`this is how much u mean to me.
-
your everlasting arms is where i belong,
where i hide;where i find my comfort.
nth can possibly go wrong,
for i believe this is the path i've chosen.

hand in hand;on the ice we glide,
hand in hand;down the grassy slope we slide.
holding on;towards our paradise,
slowly but surely;our dreams will rise.
much love and more love<3

-8.41pm

let this be our prayer

Monday, July 17, 2006

this setback is nth but yet another stepping stone towards success;
it is nth but yet another hurdle to clear;
part & parcel of growing up.
i'll drink milo & promises to be strong & persevere ;P-cranky.
continue to strive on in the spirit of true champions. (:

i've recovered!;back on my feet again(:
built an immune system;
which filters out all discouranging,heart wrenching thoughts.
[here no evil;see no evil;speak no evil]
;words can't bring us down. (:
-
you're my sun,my torch of love;
that shines ever so brightly within.
just as i was about to fumble & falter;
fall on my knees & breakdown,
you came to my rescue dear! <3
time and time again i found you along my empty street.
you're e1i love;my companion;
my one & only;my dear;my beloved;
e1 i entrust& gave my hand to<3>
cherish you from e depths of my soul.LOVES.
-
green makes my day
animals makes my heart brake
music keeps my soul comforted
bearie keeps me warm and loved
the 5ofu(twin,autiti,daddy,bby,dear) braced me up.
your everlasting arms kept me gg strong.
-
heyhey.my blabbering partner!
this portion is for you no?(:
lets just follow our heart no?
it won't be wrong(:
& don't follow my footsteps la!
hahh. BP` Oo.
you never fail to make my bloodpressure shoot up high!
confidate of confidate.hah(:
..-geehee.smiles girl.
-
i won't let the cumulonimbus clouds obscure the shimmering STARS within! -let me BEAM-

let this be our prayer

Sunday, July 16, 2006

let this be our prayer

Saturday, July 15, 2006

let this be our prayer

Friday, July 14, 2006

it's time to wake up linxin, face the bitter world out there.
fumble; tumble; crumber; fallen dead.
i'm tired, really tired.
sorry to all whom i've disappoint.

-big build,tough looking;but so negative,vulnerable and dependent inside.-mr chan
-u seemed distracted with something else on your mind-ms wong
-got to change your attitude,face reality and move on.that's what champions do.-ms poon
-a wandering soul in search of someone-mushroom

the place seems dull,so dead.my mind's gone blank.i shall let it burn further.let it split further
everyone's rubbing salt into my wounds;it hurts real bad.
probably i've been thinking too much,distracted,lost focus.
-
im lost.right now.its all a nightmare come true.
part of my dreams shattered,don't let the vital and most beautiful one fade away.
oh pls tell me you won't,dear,for ilu so.
dear.
let my tears fall on your everlasting arms;
fill my emptiness with your breath.
wipe my tears & kiss my tears away.
who's there to cry with me when im upset?
who's there to comfort me when im feeling so low?
my heart's wrenching badly inside,
i need you by my side,
i need to be in your embrace badly.
i want my peaceful 1/s bench right now.
i believe love will tide me.you/us thru all these ordeals.
they're just part'n'parcel of life.i'll be strong.-i'll try..

i didn't wish my first post after hibernating would be so tearful. sighhs.
its time i be independent, have a more heck-care attitude & live life happily./but meaninglessly.
nopes. i'd rather be myself.
its just a crash of a hurdle,i'll clear it and recover.

stop provoking me or i'll bite!

let this be our prayer

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

let this be our prayer

the courage to love. i love you still,dear.<3
终于作了这个决定　别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去　我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己　最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气　来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定　我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气　去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你　放在我手心里　你的真心
如果我的坚强任性　会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急　更害怕错过你 .
all this numbing hurts.
+ all i can do is hope & pray ; beg ; fall on my knees & pray to Him, the mighty one +
im tired. im breaking down.
battered;bruised.sorry,i chose to runaway from reality.i don't want to hurt anyone anymore=(
fetch me home; won't You?

let this be our prayer

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Hand In Hand
by ShoeBowl
Laying underneath the stars,
On a warm silent night.
Your arms are wrapped around me,
And everything feels right.

You kiss me sweet and softly,
I feel your warm gentle touch,
You help me feel protected
Under the sweet night sky rush.

My world before me is perfect.
There's nowhere else I want to be,
Except laying underneath the stars
Hand in hand, you and me.

Just when everything is perfect,
And you seem so delicately sweet,
A rush of wind comes past me
As I'm swept beneath my feet.

Nothing could be more right,
There's nowhere else I want to be.
Let's take a walk my only love,
Hand in hand, you and me.

what more can i ask for? im in a heavenly paradise with you.
somebody needs you badly here,
the person is me.
iLOVEu dear.<3
-sank deeper into you as each day pass.

let this be our prayer

Saturday, July 01, 2006

TRAINING/minicompetition.
shan't comment.

SYF
firstly, horrible kimberly pangseh-ed me.but whatever.hahh. i hold no grudges, so don't worry. (:
SYF
it was quite boring other then the bands.tkss won overall,deyi's drum major won.bowen?
i felt that the bands were fabulous.the formation and coordination was amazing no? (:
BAND is LOVELY! ((:
okayy.i thought that this was a great bonding day of the 8/10 of us! (:enjoyed. lovely pals and we sang-mouse loves rice. loves them! -doubt any of them will read this. but ya..
had terrible headaches?the sun's shining directly on my head and some irritating riverside secondary pple were using the balloon thingy to whack my head and the sound produced burst my eardrums.my head's further out of shape): like what the hell's problem with them man! -sheese.


i love the ten.i miss the seven,especially YOU-MERYL CHEN!misses your hugs;misses your pretty bung hair;misses all the chatters with u(:this friday

to dear.
i do, cherish you for the rest of my life,
you don' have to think twice,
i will, love you still
from the depths of my soul.

Leaning on your everlasting arms.un-pout with a kiss; un-frown with a hug.un-fear with your voice;secured with your assurance/words.
every step we move ahead tgt;beyong the clouds and horizen,
where dreams are real.
dry my tears & calm my fears.

hold on to your hands, hold on to OUR dream , hold on to OUR DESTINY-LOVES
im drunk over you

let this be our prayer

adeline`
agnes`
anqi`
bianca`
danae`
daphne`
eleanor`
joybf`
juliana`
kimmie`
matilda`
mavis`
melanie`
michelle(xiaokeai)`
michelleng`
mushroom`
peishi`
selina`
seon`
serena`
shermin`
sherilyn`
shixian`
sylvia`
yanhui bbie<3`
yaoying`
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10ofus<3`
afiqah`
amanda`chowchow<3`
athirah`
broc`
cpsatheletes<3`
cedarVOC`
cedargirls'vball`
carine`
clement`
ellakorkor<3`
eva`
evelyn`
faith`
germ`
haiyun`
inez daddy`
jinhui`
joyce`
kristine`
ksmsab`
lindanainai(:`
liuhwa`
melissa`labpartner!`
meryl darling<3`
mujia autiti<3`
ngteng`
cpsathletes(=`
smartsmart weiling'er`