Isn't anyone trying to find me?

I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know

Let this be our prayer
When we lose our way

Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe

I pray we'll find your light
And hold it in our hearts
When stars go out each night
Eternal light will shine

Let this be our prayer
When we lose our way

Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe

lin xin
11o41992
~~cedar primary~~`cedar girls
volleyball`track-[throws]

MYDREAMS/wishlists-
3 , 5 ,7 TENofus.
some overseas trip that lasts for weeks/months
mission trip to third world countries
a world embraced with hugs, kisses and smiles.
专署天使，（还在等待那个人）
untie the knot and be socialble?(:
just being happy and fufilling the dreams. -
material wants=/
1000piece dolphin jigsaw, a dog, a guitar&violin, a keyboard, ipl, the little pig!
C=D if only i could get them all. hahh-

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Monday, June 26, 2006

first day of school.did maths till 2+am yesterday and it was supposed to be self checked and its not compulsory to finish it? bleah- my beauty sleep. =/
okayy.was kinda nice being back w classmates and stuffs(: hahh. okay.

somehow i experienced another moodswing and swing really low.fell into some depression drowsy state and ya.started decorating my foolscap cover and stuffs. ): i can't get high. and i slept on the floor using e chair as support during music lessons. -geehee. like who cares? im not in the mood so socialise.
bleah bleah.whatver.

then went to inform coach that i won't be going for training as i thought it was just basic courtesy to do that. and he was like
'go loh,i have so many other students anyway'
'if i don't let u go, and if u don throw well, i'll be blamed'
'if i let u go, and u don perform well during competition, that's your problem and i won't get involved.'
'if u throw badly or don't reach your target, that's your problem.'
can't he stop cursing me that i won't throw well. sighhs. whatever. its just one of the stuffs clogged up in my saturated brain. bleah! ):

i guess i'll just do my best and trust that God is fair. i'll work hard, train hard. and just do my best.
if only results really doesn't matter.
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iNEEDudear.
~~you seem so near and yet so far.~~
longing for you by my side.
your hug is ever so warm.
whr were you?
i want to be in your warm embrace,
safe and snug.
im feeling really cold out there.
every kiss, imprinted on my heart.
Here on the pale beach, in the darkness;
With the full moon just to rise;
We sit alone, and look over the sea,
Or into each other's eyes. . .
A lovely night, the moon comes up
and the stars shimmer
just for you and me.
Now i sink into you,
entrust my life into safe hands.
look into my eyes, whisper into my ears and tell me u'll love me.
its all so obvious that im loving you,dear <333>
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it'll be a better day tmr.
and i'll bring all my spirit down to train for 14th july.

let this be our prayer