i am really happy; really really happy today. though the weather wasn't beautiful; but everything else was fine. we had fun, we enjoyed. (: zhendezhende hao kuaile.
hmmm. it felt so carefree; so nice. all the troubles and unhappiness were all put aside. (: really like that. we had fun. guess i clung onto maameemoo throughout?rahh.
isn't it nice being entertaining; making all laugh and too be happy?lol. rahh- if only time would just stop there forever. in the warmth of this happy family((:
but whats that weird tingling feeling within me?im feeling so lethargic; so unsafe; so insecure. just want to cling onto loved ones. i want my alcohol! rahh- i don't care even if i knock my wits out.just as long as i enjoy!feeling so troubled within; so vulnerable; afraid of getting hurt.
i want to share your burden the way u share mine, dear
niang qin. i need your warmth.
hubby hubby. huggs- sorry for making you so cold at night=/ oops. huggs you tight. geehee. didn't know there's so much to talk bout volleyball. hahh. huggs huggs huggs. i love you.
get well soon! twinnie korkor, autistic partner,
DADDY! , jeralyn.
-28.05.06
didnt go for training. went for some massaging course instead. aww. kim's muscles are simply to hard to massage la.! _-_'' oh wells.
went to bernice house to play pool and ate pizza. hahh. nothing much. quite fun. i actually slept everywhere i go la. too tired.? and i think i still have alcohol in my body.=/ oh no! hahhh.
lalala. thats bout all i guess. really appreciating days without training now.
hahh. oh ya. thanks
SABBY for the massage! hahh. take more weights!
the stars are shimmering beautifully in the sky now. if only it was like that yesterday. rahh.-
YOU ALL MADE MY DAY! ((: i love chalets! rahh.-
-29.05.06 -leile.
let this be our prayer
