bleah. its all such a disappointment. im such a disappointmentblame me for all you want; but NEVER implicate my friends alright!
or i'll slap your
ass off! HMMPH!
i'll be happy for you; i'll smile just to make you smile. (:
let this be our prayer
The rules: Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the Fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 guys to do the same test.
I miss somebody right now.I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.I curse sometimes.I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way i look.I am usually pessimistic.I have a lot of mood swings.I have a hidden talent.I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.I don't hate anyone. (how would you define hatred?)
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends. (I've not done it so I do not know if I would.)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk(swear) in my sleep.I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.(straight)I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
stabbed:
wenyi mama
kimberly
seon
inez daddy
joy
let this be our prayer
i am really happy; really really happy today. though the weather wasn't beautiful; but everything else was fine. we had fun, we enjoyed. (: zhendezhende hao kuaile.
hmmm. it felt so carefree; so nice. all the troubles and unhappiness were all put aside. (: really like that. we had fun. guess i clung onto maameemoo throughout?rahh.
isn't it nice being entertaining; making all laugh and too be happy?lol. rahh- if only time would just stop there forever. in the warmth of this happy family((:
but whats that weird tingling feeling within me?im feeling so lethargic; so unsafe; so insecure. just want to cling onto loved ones. i want my alcohol! rahh- i don't care even if i knock my wits out.just as long as i enjoy!feeling so troubled within; so vulnerable; afraid of getting hurt.
i want to share your burden the way u share mine, dear
niang qin. i need your warmth.
hubby hubby. huggs- sorry for making you so cold at night=/ oops. huggs you tight. geehee. didn't know there's so much to talk bout volleyball. hahh. huggs huggs huggs. i love you.
get well soon! twinnie korkor, autistic partner,
DADDY! , jeralyn.
-28.05.06
didnt go for training. went for some massaging course instead. aww. kim's muscles are simply to hard to massage la.! _-_'' oh wells.
went to bernice house to play pool and ate pizza. hahh. nothing much. quite fun. i actually slept everywhere i go la. too tired.? and i think i still have alcohol in my body.=/ oh no! hahhh.
lalala. thats bout all i guess. really appreciating days without training now.
hahh. oh ya. thanks
SABBY for the massage! hahh. take more weights!
the stars are shimmering beautifully in the sky now. if only it was like that yesterday. rahh.-
YOU ALL MADE MY DAY! ((: i love chalets! rahh.-
-29.05.06 -leile.
let this be our prayer
probaby i was crying throughout. wiped my tears away; but it just won't stop falling.
am i giving myself too much pressure? probably i want success too much; probably i don't accept failures; probably im too narrow minded.
i shan't sink deeper; or this will be my doomfall. i shall be open minded as what melia said. i shall find that feel again. i shall be strong. i shan't blame God. i shall be strong be strong be strong.
i believe i can. i believe He will give me the strength too. i believe i'll be fine.
but... for now, im really tired. i'll be more OPEN-MINDED!
depressed.=/
let this be our prayer
there, another one has left. changes changes everywhere. oh God, when can i ever get done with it! ):
aww aww. im tired. but... i'll be happy and give thanks. i love u dadupi mummy!
hubby, be happy okay okay? ilu.
everything SHOULD be fine. i hope. really don't know what's going to happen next. all i want to do is sleep. arghh. i don't want to part with you. i don't i don't i don't!
aies. nevermind.
someone give me sleeping pills, puh-lease?
rahh- its okay. everything will be fine.
Goodbye to you my trusted friend We've known each other since we were nine or ten Together we've climbed hills and trees Learned of love and ABC's Skinned our hearts and skinned our knees
Goodbye my friend it's hard to die When all the birds are singing in the sky Now that spring is in the air Pretty girls are everywhere Think of me and I'll be there
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time
Goodbye Papa please pray for me I was the black sheep of the family You tried to teach me right from wrong Too much wine and too much song Wonder how I got along
Goodbye papa it's hard to die When all the birds are singing in the sky Now that the spring is in the air Little children everywhere When you see them I'll be there
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone
let this be our prayer
hello hello!
i'll live in peace, be a joy.
should thank Him for giving me hope, courage to be strong.
and of cos mummy(: daddy, be happy alrights?!
there'll be people out there who loves u and needs u.
alrights. hubby.. hubby..? are u okay? rahh.- hugg.
lalala. i'll be strong. i'll believe in myself. i'll have faith.
so cheer up cheer up people! life goes on. though its quite inevitable to be suicidal? and depressed.?
stay happy people. ((:
let this be our prayer
adeus, bella morena
sad; hurt in the parting of love ones.
the longing for one to be by my side.
remembering the times of happiness;
the times of joy.
the simple but unforgettable times spent.
as all this fades off;
as the world starts to fumble;
as everything begins to fall apart
back to the loneliness once again.
the feeling of lost;
trying hard to grasp her life;
and handling one's disheartened spirits.
longing for the past; to be together again.
the 4 verses of the piano piece. specially dedicated to my dearest dadupi mummy. <3
i'll still love you. brace up darling. huggs-
God bless you.
let this be our prayer
training was quite slack. lit. play wasn't that well. music was a mess. what else can i say? im depressed. oh well oh well. and u suaned me. nvm nvm. shan't talk bout it. thanks to the study group of u who cheered and sang along. including daddy, mummy, my owner, autistic arfarf and hubby. well.
hmm. darn it. someone ruined my mood before phototaking. guess i looked grim. some asked why i didn't smile? _-_ too bad too bad. its just my luck that he ruined my day.
bleahh. mummy... its okay! i'll still support you. huggs-
let this be our prayer
training was quite slack. lit. play wasn't that well. music was a mess. what else can i say? im depressed. oh well oh well. and u suaned me. nvm nvm. shan't talk bout it. thanks to the study group of u who cheered and sang along. including daddy, mummy, my owner, and hubby. well.
hmm. darn it. someone ruined my mood before phototaking. guess i looked grim. some asked why i didn't smile? _-_ too bad too bad. its just my luck that he ruined my day.
bleahh. mummy... its okay! i'll still support you. huggs-
let this be our prayer
farts farts farts! geehee-
hmm hmm. first of all.
HAPPY BIRTHDAYTULIP & MUSHROOM! ((:hmmph. training was bout the same? hah. oh wells.
guess people aren't well in volleyball.
somehow im feeling rather complex now. happy for myself, upset for others. aie.. guilts. don't know how to express this. but just feeling
lost. hmms. oh wells.
thanks for getting my stuffs hubby! huggs-
let this be our prayer
hello.
back back. hmmm. are you alright?
hmm. we won't split we won't we won't. volleyballers unite! ahh. we will; i know we will!
hmm. thanks
HUBBY for the PACIFIER! ahh!hmmm. im still sad somehow... aies.. nvm. BRACE UP!aww. why did that dumb dumb eva cut her hair mann!
let this be our prayer
rahh. had lunch at pizza at kovan with volleyballers((: was late but the food was tasty! geehee.
okayy. then met hubby and autistic partner at bugis! had a great time. but i lost the beloved kissing pretty neoprint! sighh.
okay. its a day full of pleasent and pissing things. contradicting. oh wells. feelings ratherr... weird.
okays. nvm. ate sandwich for dinner. hmmph
let this be our prayer
hello hello hello!
first of all, thanks AUTISTIC PARTNER! for directing me on how to get my posts back here! grins- oh mann. how LOVELY can this be!
okayy. this few weeks have been busy. but there's numerous holidays too. oh wells. want to go out with many many people! volleyballers , hubby , study group , twinnykor , shane,kristand7sisters! ahh! oh wells. I MISSES YOU ALL! ((:
geehee. apparantly im feeling rather excited over my post being 'REBORN' geehee.
yanhui:rahh-huggs u!
hahh. yeah. mummy's back for training! jia you jia you! hahh. huggs.
okayys. shall continue blogging some other days.. cheesy!
-getwellsoon.
*keatli
*melanie
*lijie
-remedy... heal...
let this be our prayer
yawn. blog blog. when are u gonna appear. yawn yawn yawn.
-praypraypray
yawn. blog blog. when are u gonna appear. yawn yawn yawn.
-praypraypray
yawn. blog blog. when are u gonna appear. yawn yawn yawn.
-praypraypray
yawn. blog blog. when are u gonna appear. yawn yawn yawn.
-praypraypray
yawn. blog blog. when are u gonna appear. yawn yawn yawn.
-praypraypray
let this be our prayer
human minds are so tough to decipher.
the truth ; the false. the sincerity ; the hypocrites.
it all defers only with a thread like difference.
my blog feels dead=/ okay. i believe there'll be someone true out there.
let this be our prayer
