my blog's not functioning well. have been posting but seems that none is being posted. oh wells.
didn't go for training. first time ponning. really don wish to face the team and all with that glum face. don want people to worry, neither do i want people to probe. wonder if he understands... might just be reprimanded like no ones business on friday. feeling weird without training. but ya.. just need a break off.
he said there's a mainteam test of something like that? oh wells. too bad i missed it. its alright. i'll just try my best.
i sow alot. put in effort. worked hard. tried my best. but im RIPping what i sow. oh wells. nvm.):
feeling so disheartened. why does my mind go *blank* everytime i have a maths test.
rahh. oh well oh well. didn't go for training. does anyone blame me. hmmm..
i just wanted to be alone, or with my hubby or whatsoever. just didn't want to face the world. don't want to train. don't want to do anything! rants rants rants.
linxin, where are you? where's the strong linxin?you're no where to be found;perished.poof* and you're gone. can i poof* u back?shouldn't be shedding tears.why do u break down so often?where is your strong and dao image?its all gone. i've shown the vulnerable self.probably thats me.just that i didn't know.probably probably. www.theinterviewwithgod.com rahh rahh rahh!aching. physically bruised; emotionally battered.
probably things aren't that bad.
i want to go back to heaven. i want to take a spacecraft to another planet.
with my stars and moon.
let this be our prayer
