abandoned bruised on this faraway island.its only found right in my heart. right there a large psychological barrier deep down.unfound, not noticed, unconcerned for.on the surface im just a problematic attitude kid. and yes, im a anti-social child.but... i think everyone needs respect, needs care, needs love. so do i.waiting for someone to take a boat, row it in the direction of the deserted island im living in.probably no one notice. probably no one knows. probably no one understands.... ... how much i detest this world.shall hold on to the little faith and minimal hope i have left.
people survive through all odds for there is love... and i think i need it too.
national juniors u15 yesterday. no doubt of the results. i've gotten my personal best. next aim-25m. i seriously hope there won't be this day where i'll just quit everything and concentrate on track. its seems really sad if things ended up this way.
okayy. nvm. i believe i'll pull it through... 'everythings alright everythings alright' (:
alrights. just need some encouragement so that i'll have the courage to move and carry on.
hmmm. yea. got to thank a few people... wonder if its my previous post. the throwers that encouraged me like mummy,amelia and mr seem? hahh. oh wells.
and of cos hubby! huggs. thanks for the chocs.
let this be our prayer
