I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know

Let this be our prayer
When we lose our way

Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe

I pray we'll find your light
And hold it in our hearts
When stars go out each night
Eternal light will shine

Let this be our prayer
When we lose our way

Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe

lin xin
11o41992
cedar primary`cedar girls
volleyball`track-[throws]


MYDREAMS/wishlists-
3 , 5 ,7 TENofus.
some overseas trip that lasts for weeks/months
mission trip to third world countries
a world embraced with hugs, kisses and smiles.
专署天使，（还在等待那个人）
untie the knot and be socialble?(:
just being happy and fufilling the dreams. -
material wants=/
1000piece dolphin jigsaw, a dog, a guitar&violin, a keyboard, ipl, the little pig!
C=D if only i could get them all. hahh-

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Sunday, April 30, 2006

hellopeople!
i've been blogging! but the posts doesn't appear. rahh- prays hard this one is successful.
yupp. i forgotten bout 3 dates. oops.sorry people. hahh. alrights. next week's nice. free from school and training on monday.train for tues we thurs and rest another 3 days!((: shall brush up on my piano.
okay. just now there's this lovely dog. it stared at me with that innocent pair of eyes from 1st storey till fourteen. so i tried winking at it and it winked back! (((: so sweet and adorable.

geehee.lalala. terrible moodswings lately.probably need some anger management course=/ glutten... i just can't stop eating. only food can stop me from getting pissed with everything around me. rahh.- hopefully the weeks ahead will be smoother? hahh.. ohwells.

loveshubby.mummy.missesdaddy.

let this be our prayer

hellopeople!
i've been blogging! but the posts doesn't appear. rahh-
prays hard this one is successful.
yupp. i forgotten bout 3 dates. oops.sorry people.

hahh. alrights. next week's nice. free from school and training on monday.train for tues we thurs and rest another 3 days!((: shall brush up on my piano.

okay. just now there's this lovely dog. it stared at me with that innocent pair of eyes from 1st storey till fourteen. so i tried winking at it and it winked back! (((: so sweet and adorable. geehee.lalala.

terrible moodswings lately.probably need some anger management course=/ glutten... i just can't stop eating. only food can stop me from getting pissed with everything around me. rahh.-
hopefully the weeks ahead will be smoother? hahh..

ohwells. loveshubby.mummy.missesdaddy.

let this be our prayer

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

my blog's not functioning well. have been posting but seems that none is being posted. oh wells.

didn't go for training. first time ponning. really don wish to face the team and all with that glum face. don want people to worry, neither do i want people to probe. wonder if he understands... might just be reprimanded like no ones business on friday. feeling weird without training. but ya.. just need a break off.
he said there's a mainteam test of something like that? oh wells. too bad i missed it. its alright. i'll just try my best.

i sow alot. put in effort. worked hard. tried my best. but im RIPping what i sow. oh wells. nvm.):
feeling so disheartened. why does my mind go *blank* everytime i have a maths test.
rahh. oh well oh well. didn't go for training. does anyone blame me. hmmm..

i just wanted to be alone, or with my hubby or whatsoever. just didn't want to face the world. don't want to train. don't want to do anything! rants rants rants.

linxin, where are you?
where's the strong linxin?
you're no where to be found;perished.
poof* and you're gone.
can i poof* u back?

shouldn't be shedding tears.
why do u break down so often?
where is your strong and dao image?
its all gone. i've shown the vulnerable self.
probably thats me.
just that i didn't know.
probably probably.
www.theinterviewwithgod.com

rahh rahh rahh!

aching. physically bruised; emotionally battered.
probably things aren't that bad.
i want to go back to heaven. i want to take a spacecraft to another planet.
with my stars and moon.

let this be our prayer

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

abandoned bruised on this faraway island.
its only found right in my heart. right there a large psychological barrier deep down.
unfound, not noticed, unconcerned for.
on the surface im just a problematic attitude kid. and yes, im a anti-social child.
but... i think everyone needs respect, needs care, needs love. so do i.
waiting for someone to take a boat, row it in the direction of the deserted island im living in.
probably no one notice. probably no one knows. probably no one understands.
... ... how much i detest this world.

shall hold on to the little faith and minimal hope i have left.
people survive through all odds for there is love... and i think i need it too.

national juniors u15 yesterday. no doubt of the results. i've gotten my personal best. next aim-25m. i seriously hope there won't be this day where i'll just quit everything and concentrate on track. its seems really sad if things ended up this way.
okayy. nvm. i believe i'll pull it through... 'everythings alright everythings alright' (:
alrights. just need some encouragement so that i'll have the courage to move and carry on.
hmmm. yea. got to thank a few people... wonder if its my previous post. the throwers that encouraged me like mummy,amelia and mr seem? hahh. oh wells.
and of cos hubby! huggs. thanks for the chocs.

let this be our prayer

Monday, April 24, 2006

abandoned bruised on this faraway island.
its only found right in my heart. right there a large psychological barrier deep down.
unfound, not noticed, unconcerned for.
on the surface im just a problematic attitude kid. and yes, im a anti-social child.
but... i think everyone needs respect, needs care, needs love. so do i.
waiting for someone to take a boat, row it in the direction of the deserted island im living in.
probably no one notice. probably no one knows. probably no one understands.
... ... how much i detest this world.

shall hold on to the little faith and minimal hope i have left.
people survive through all odds for there is love... and i think i need it too.

national juniors u15 yesterday. no doubt of the results. i've gotten my personal best. next aim-25m. i seriously hope there won't be this day where i'll just quit everything and concentrate on track. its seems really sad if things ended up this way.
okayy. nvm. i believe i'll pull it through... 'everythings alright everythings alright' (:
alrights. just need some encouragement so that i'll have the courage to move and carry on.
hmmm. yea. got to thank a few people... wonder if its my previous post. the throwers that encouraged me like mummy,amelia and mr seem? hahh. oh wells.
and of cos hubby! huggs. thanks for the chocs.

let this be our prayer

abandoned bruised on this faraway island.
its only found right in my heart. right there a large psychological barrier deep down.
unfound, not noticed, unconcerned for.
on the surface im just a problematic attitude kid. and yes, im a anti-social child.
but... i think everyone needs respect, needs care, needs love. so do i.
waiting for someone to take a boat, row it in the direction of the deserted island im living in.
probably no one notice. probably no one knows. probably no one understands.
... ... how much i detest this world.

shall hold on to the little faith and minimal hope i have left.
people survive through all odds for there is love... and i think i need it too.

let this be our prayer

abandoned bruised on this faraway island.
its only found right in my heart. right there a large psychological barrier deep down.
unfound, not noticed, unconcerned for.
on the surface im just a problematic attitude kid. and yes, im a anti-social child.
but... i think everyone needs respect, needs care, needs love. so do i.
waiting for someone to take a boat, row it in the direction of the deserted island im living in.
probably no one notice. probably no one knows. probably no one understands.
... ... how much i detest this world.

shall hold on to the little faith and minimal hope i have left.
people survive through all odds for there is love... and i think i need it too.

let this be our prayer

Sunday, April 23, 2006

national juniors u-15 today. i seriously think i shouldn't be upset over that kuku official now.
sorry. might have irritated people. hmmph..

alrights. just another learning experience! growls..- hahh. ((: okayys.
tough week ahead. jiayou bahh.
thanks yanhui for helping me change to this pretty blogskin! kehe.. will be waiting for the song to be in though! ((: rahh!

alrights. got to thank the 3 of u who went for u-15. kim , ros , rena , wenyi mummy and mr seem for believing in me. rahh.
okayys. lets just train harder and strive to greater heights!

let this be our prayer

Thursday, April 20, 2006

hello! im back.
its all about time management now.. crucial with 6 days of training.
okayy. seon and kimberly and my poor buddies that goes through this torment too.
but it was alright! i saw a rainbow today! during track training! woots! lovely(: if only i had a camera to capture that beautiful moments(:
got the grasp of throwing my javelin. -geehees.! (:

hmm.. now... im such a borderline case in volleyball. but its okay. i'll do my best, perform my best, enjoy the game. the rest is not under my control. yeah! my thumb's more of less healed. shall take good care of it... though i won't be setting this few days i guess. hahh.

alrights. its training tmr morning, sports day in the afternoon and piano at night. hahh. rest on sunday. and there's national juniors meet on sunday. gampade! ((:

*please try to love training juniors. hahh. enjoy sec 1. hahh.

let this be our prayer

Friday, April 14, 2006

hello!
have been busy. so didn't on the com, not to say blog right?

hahh. okayy. went out with meryl and linda some days back. enjoyed! huggs((:
thanks to HUBBY for piggy and algae! thanks to GERMAINE for the shellie name. thanks to BERNICE for the puma shirt! thanks to MICHELLELIEW for the donkey and socks! thanks to KIM AND PEISHI for the duckling! thanks to my AUTISTIC PARTNER for the sweet sweet lovely present! and of cos.. thanks to sabrina and eva for the huggs early in the morning((: and my class though the jacket doesn't have my size. hahh. and to the rest who wished me happy birthday! hahh. volleyballers and all!
thanks 2h clique for the TREMENDOUS LOUD birthday SONG! hahh! huggs((:

k. sprained my thumb during training. feeling so handicapped! oh myy. save me! nose bled halfway through my beauty sleep. yucks!
oh wells. won't be blogging till next weekend i suppose! oh mann!

sheese. trainingS tmr! hahh. alright.
thanks to ms goh for the birthday cake! hahh. she actually remembered my birthday as in 15th april. hahhh! yup. appreciated! ((:

tough week ahead! thanks! loveyou people-

let this be our prayer

Thursday, April 06, 2006

let this be our prayer

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agnes`
anqi`
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joybf`
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