My angel ever by my side
how lovely you must be ;
To leave your home in heaven,
to guard a child like me.
When I’m far away from home,
or maybe hard to play
I know you will protect me,
from harm along the way.
Your beautiful and shining face,
I see not , though you’re near
The sweetness of your lovely voice,
I cannot really hear.
When I pray , you’re praying too,
your prayer is just for me.
But when I sleep you never do,
You’re watching over me.
i need a warm hug. im both hyper and depressed. hmmph. contradicting.
oh wells. spiking was fun today. hahh. ok ok. whatever-_- _-_ im just tired.
once upon a time,
there was a bubbly little girl .
she was infactuated with volleyball,
and it meant everything to her.
after being sick for sometime,
she didn't bother.
as she continue training,
she got weaker and weaker each day.
one day , she was brought to see a doctor,
and she has a hole in her heart,
as well as lung problem
and severe internal complications.
she had to undergo an operation immediately,
but she refused and demanded it to be postpone,
till all the nationals competitions end.
and so she persevered.
and she played many many games,
and managed to enter the finals,
meantime, her condition was detoriating,
but no one realised.
so it was the finals,
it was a tough match and she fought it through.
up she jumped and spiked a beautiful ball,
they had won!
as everyone was rejoicing as she did,
she collapsed and was rushed to the hospital immediately
and had to be operated as soon as possible,
so now in she was in the emergency room.
so did she survive or died? at least she knows she had accomplished her mission. and there'll be no regrets. she loves her coach and her teammates, and the champion trophy was a remembrence and strength of hers. and the last person she saw was her coach and the smiles and cheers of the team.
survived or not? the story's not completed.
i just thought of this scenario out of sudden, its both positive and negative. the spirit of a volleyballer. its a matter how u interprete it anyway. yupps(: someone asked me to post this when i told her. yup.
WAIT! IM NOT DEPRESSED. hahh. ehh. ok.
let this be our prayer