Isn't anyone trying to find me?

I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know

Let this be our prayer
When we lose our way

Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe

I pray we'll find your light
And hold it in our hearts
When stars go out each night
Eternal light will shine

Let this be our prayer
When we lose our way

Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe

lin xin
11o41992
~~cedar primary~~`cedar girls
volleyball`track-[throws]

MYDREAMS/wishlists-
3 , 5 ,7 TENofus.
some overseas trip that lasts for weeks/months
mission trip to third world countries
a world embraced with hugs, kisses and smiles.
专署天使，（还在等待那个人）
untie the knot and be socialble?(:
just being happy and fufilling the dreams. -
material wants=/
1000piece dolphin jigsaw, a dog, a guitar&violin, a keyboard, ipl, the little pig!
C=D if only i could get them all. hahh-

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

watching you walk away is when the agony becomes unbearable.
playing the piano is when my mind plays back the moments we had together.
holding you close is when i hate myself for being so weak.
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when everyth falls, will you dive back into my embrace?
you know it's not meant to be like this;
[leaking souls, dare to abandon]
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now that the tests are all over, it's a week to my piano exam!
i'll practise hard and continue with EOY revisions.
yayaye/ i just received a sms. (:
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bury myself in books and sing through the night.
and between now and then, till i see you again,
i'll be loving you. [w/(o) you <(/)3]

let this be our prayer

A river of life involves receive and the sprit of giving.
Everyone looks at things in a different perspective and that
Life is not about what you can achieve but what you can CONTRIBUTE.
Be passionate abut what you do and take care of the PIES
(physically, intellectually, emotionally, spiritually)

one mosquito,
"why does human hate me so much? they try all means to whack and catch me everytime i appear"
2nd mosquito,
"they love me and clap everytime i enter the room"

[we interprete things according to our paradign]

let this be our prayer

life's been a whirlwind-
recollections...
26th july
buzz @ canteen was great(:
happy birthday SHAFA :D
29th july
took the wrong bus and cabbed to tuition again.=/ hah.
then went city hall to mug with faith again.
sunday's officially out day out tgt, mugging most of the times,
and occasional shopping((:
seafood reissoto from olio rocks(:
2nd august
went physio with mayxuen
it's my last time with shafa and sarah): it'll be sham the next time.
[a hug breaks more barriers than a thousand words]
all the best in your future attachments and do keep in touch(:
4th august
went to national youth council conference @ suntec(:
with becca, mel, hl, Jj and ms goh(:
then watched disturbia and ate fondue @ andersons :D
yayaye! (:
how long has it been, since someone hepl me so close? <3
7th august
Happy Birthday Kelly :D
went jogging with faith and played volley with ps(:
8th august
National day celebrations was fun then training.
then dinner with volleyballers!(:
all the laughter, the pictures, the joy, i'll never forget((:
11th august
went iceskating with YH, Melo, MelMei and my lil cousin.
pretty fun! :D and i have 3 prettaye bumps on my knee. heh.
12th august
tuition and went serangoon gardens to mug with faith(:
next week will be for shopping! GEEHEE-
and i love green tea ice cream and raffles and Green Tea ice cream wafer @ haata! :D
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heh. ohoh, and i bought 2 pair of GREEN shorts from faith & a shirt(:

let this be our prayer

Sunday, July 22, 2007

19th july 07(:
Racial Harmony Day! =D it's great.
hurhur, where is the love y'all?
it's all found in 3/o, in YOU and in me! ((:
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then had training and piano, was with faith before and after piano(:
we had dinner! yayaye:D
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20th july(:
MOM's back(X i'm sorry for the mess=/ heh.
ate vegetarian food for brunch. i simply indulged(:
simple, serene and beautiful(: because i love mommy!
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i slept for 16 hours i think? hah. tired luh.
then went for dinner @ east coast with relatives.
and the 9yearold china boy who came for exchange program is so ADORABLE(:
he's witty and good looking((:
and i bought my musical notes singlet from topshop! :P
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21st.
i'm currently at T*3 at potong with FAITHY(:
hah- yeah. mugging like we did last week, but today shall be a history day!(:
and chinese essay/
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[i may not be perfect; but i feel COMPLETE]
muchloves (:

let this be our prayer

Monday, July 16, 2007

[Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again]
my current piano addiction
You were once my one companion
You were all that mattered
You were once a friend and father
Then my world was shattered

Wishing you were somehow here again
Wishing you were somehow near
Sometimes it seem if I just dream
Somehow you would be here

Wishing I could hear your voice again
Knowing that I never would
Dreaming of you won't help me to do
All that you dreamed I could

Passing bells and sculpted angels
Cold and monumental
Seem for you the wrong companions
You were warm and gentle

Too many years
Fighting back tears

Wishing you were somehow here again
Knowing we must say goodbye
Try to forgive teach me to live
Give me the strength to try
No more memories no more silent tears
No more gazing across the wasted years
Help me say goodbye'
Why can't the past just die
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/goodbye was just a impassionate embrace/

let this be our prayer

where did i leave off?
6th july
i screwed my chinese o'levels oral. =/
7th july
Happy birthday chowchow and him!
11th july
nationals javelin. it was pretty fine, at least im satisfied(:
[just do your best, anyth else is a bonus]
lunch with amelia(:
physio.
12th july
physio.
13th july
back to vball training :D
piano.
14th july
went city plaza with mom.
15th july
tuition then met faith.
i did 6 hours of maths straight! wow. (:
and had my first pepper lunch at hougang mall with faith! <3
it's this memories that overwrites the past.
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it'll be chinese olevels listening in about 30mins time.
and english oral tmr.
that's about all, boring isn't it?
i want to shop for wallet,tops,skirts,shorts,slippers!
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and i realise how mundane life is luh!
will be alone this week. ):
dad's working, mom's overseas, bro's overseas, bro's at camp.
someth happened, and i wish everyth will be fine real soon.
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i want the wallet at esplanade-
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my new schedules goes...
1,3-volleyball training
2-chinese supplementry and meeting
4-physio,maths remedial
5-vball training and piano
7-tuition.
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and piano exam's round the corner!

let this be our prayer

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

i love yesterday(:
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and tell me who will stand by me come tomorrow?
will i still believe that love exist tomorrow morming?
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influx of painkillers/

let this be our prayer

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

the sweetest dream
i dreamt that i swam with the dolphins in a lagoon.
felt their gentle kiss and warm body carass my soul.
where nothing else mean but the love we share.
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if only it would all come through.
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till then, my world's crumbling):

let this be our prayer

training's been hectic,
i thought i was doing well, but i'm wrong.
it has taken it's tall on me
and i never thought it would be that bad.
year after year, history repeats,
maybe it's just not meant to be.
can you explain my low morale?
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it's when all this happen... again and again...
that i feel like giving up;

let this be our prayer

since i met you, my whole life was changed.
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june holidays was packed with trainings and quality time spent catching up with friends.
whether or not it's just a mean, a day or overnight, i enjoyed every moment spent(:
you know who you are((:
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all this while, i know a part of me can't bear to let you go.
remember what happened before your o's chinese oral last year?
remember after my event last year?
remember the night after nationals?
and i wonder if it all's gonna change too much.
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and all i wanna do is throw a good distance.
and run away with you
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anyway, happy birthday chantal and juliana and cherie! (:
im sorry i forgot, but birthday's ain't anyth memorable to me=/

let this be our prayer

Thursday, May 24, 2007

我不需要你的关爱，因为我够坚强。
我不需要你的肯定，因为我有自信。
说我冷淡也好，冷酷也罢，
反正由始至终，我都是冷血的，
心也早已结冰了。
别怪我带着的面具，
因为我只知道自己不能再受伤。
所以不敢太爱你。
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其实无所谓，我学会了化悲愤为力量。
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random: actually, you don't know me at all(：

let this be our prayer